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| superdubes | January 27, 2013, 4:23 pm Post #141 |
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If there was that much blood, and it is that deep. Maybe you should go see a doctor. You might need stitches. That said, I wouldn't go to the doctor. I hate going to the doctor enough that I'd rather die than go to a doctor, but if any of my gaming fingers are in danger... You bet your ass I'd go see a doctor. Now for my vent. I think I've lost my passion for drawing. I haven't tried to draw anything in days. This is very unlike me. I'm just sick of trying to improve and getting nothing. Everything I draw is exactly the same even if I try to make it different. It always ends up the same. I'm going to continue my art classes I guess, but I just don't think that I'm good enough to get anywhere with this. Maybe I'll focus on photography, because even an idiot can take a picture. All this is because of an insult I got on this board that may not have even been an insult. It was the catalyst for this lack of wanting to continue drawing though. I'm sure if the person who posted what caused me wanting to quit read this they probably wouldn't even realize it was them. |
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| superdubes | January 29, 2013, 3:25 pm Post #142 |
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I still can't force myself to draw anything. I think it's because if I do draw something I'll just automatically hate whatever it is I made. I know this shouldn't be a big deal, but when drawing things is what keeps me from being depressed... and I have lots of things trying to bring me down emotionally right now.... it kind of sucks. |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | January 29, 2013, 4:12 pm Post #143 |
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Mm, I used some peroxide and a different disinfectant and it seemed to take care of it. It doesn't seem infected and one of the cuts is healing nicely and quickly than I'd expect. I have the same outlook on Doctors, though. I don't know if I'd rather die than see one, but it'd get pretty darn close. I hate clinics and hospitals. My vent: - I have to go out today, and I *really* don't want to. I'm sore from random bruises because I'm clumsy. - My stomach feels like a hollow pit. We didn't get much food this week. >__> - I have a massive headache. I already took the recommended dose of Aspirin today, so I just have to deal. I guess the errands won't be *too* bad, but I still wish I could just stay home. Especially since it snowed the other day, and now it's raining. Talk about a bad day to have to go anywhere. I want to go curl up in my bed. I feel hungover or something, although I drank nothing last night. Ugh. Just not a good day. @superdubes - I'm sorry. I wish I could help you, but I'm having motivational problems of my own right now and I'm not sure where to even start with advice. Still....I'm just sorry that's happening to you. *bow* |
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| superdubes | January 29, 2013, 5:19 pm Post #144 |
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It's not so much a lack of motivation as it is a physical pain that keeps me from doing anything. I can't really explain it. What used to make me feel happy now only causes me grief... I don't know how else to word it. In response to your vent now Mayu. I don't blame you for not wanting to go out while sore and hungry. The way I see it if it's not something important than put it off. If it is something important then I guess you have to go ahead and do it. I know there have been several times I didn't want to do something but just did it anyways to get it over with. |
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| Mazel | January 30, 2013, 11:57 am Post #145 |
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Welp, it finally happened.... This morning, I went to change my son's diaper. It was just pee, not too bad. I turned for a second to look for ointment. When I looked back, there was a huge glob of poop right underneath him. I didn't put a sheet or anything under my son to change him, so it was all over the couch. I moved him to another spot to clean him and the couch. He wasn't done. *sigh* Edited by Mazel, January 30, 2013, 11:58 am.
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| Rashira Asavara | January 30, 2013, 12:03 pm Post #146 |
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Ouch. Can't say I feel your pain. I have no kids. But yeah, that must SUCK! |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | January 30, 2013, 4:38 pm Post #147 |
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Mm, it was important, actually. I was on a time limit with a credit card use, so I had to do the shopping yesterday. I basically had to sacrifice my own comfort to keep everything dry, though, because parking a bit from the store in the rain and then having to take shopping bags outside SUCKS.  I just ran as fast as I could and tried to ignore all the squishy water in my shoes. >__>Argh, you'll never believe what happened to my poor leg! I know I told you, dubes, but I don't recall mentioning it in the thread. I woke up and darted across my room having to run to the bathroom. I just moved my PS3 into my room and forgot about it. It's raised up high enough that it caught just under my knee and I tripped and fell. (I know I was hissing, too, because next thing I know, someone's pounding on my door asking if I'm okay.) The area's all bruised and gross looking now. Then, last night, the television that is huge and old (my old TV that was just moved from my room) was set...right by the stairs. For some stupid reason. It's too huge for me to move. Anyway, again. Sleepy stupor, going down the stairs in the dark. I just know my house. Usually. So I don't need lights. I forgot about that goddamn TV. It's huuuge. This time, I rammed straight into it -- the top of the SAME LEG THAT WAS ATTACKED BY MY PS3 -- now sporting a large spot as well. I'm starting to think my right leg is cursed by the Sachiko Charm, or something. Whyyyy? Oh, yeah. The PS3 & TV suffered no damage. I've been kind of limping, though. I can walk, but it still hurts. It really sucked having to shower earlier, because I basically had to shift my entire weight consistently to keep myself from feeling too much pain. Thankfully, I'll be getting a painkiller soon to dull the ache. :s |
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| Apollomatic | February 1, 2013, 6:07 pm Post #148 |
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This should probably fit more into the custodian's closet than anything but here goes. I was on my laptop earlier today and the creepiest thing ever happened. Me, Being a fan of horror is, of course, going to have Horror games, right? So A while ago I booted up one of my favorite horror games called SCP: Containment Breach. And upon reaching the loading screen would normally show some info about an SCP In game, Right? Wrong. When I had reached the loading screen instead of the SCP Info and name popping up these random symbols popped and under (where the SCP description usually goes) Said "You can't control it." Immediately upon seeing this I became unnerved. This isn't supposed in the game, Right? I've never seen this before. The symbols would keep changing every few seconds. When the game finished loading the symbols started rapidly switching. I could'nt get it to start because after pressing Any of the keys on my keyboard an error popped up saying "Memory Access violation." This has got to be the creepiest thing I Have EVER seen. This has never happened before! Maybe a coincidence or not but A few nights ago I could hear sliding of a japanese styled door and I could hear a little girl say "Stop." A few minutes later and the door sound happened again but the same girl said "Help me." I've also noticed that every night I'd begin waking up exactly at 3:33. Definitely unnerving. Edited by Apollomatic, February 1, 2013, 6:09 pm.
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| EatableFan | February 1, 2013, 7:01 pm Post #149 |
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Im not quite sure if youre trying to write a creepy pasta or are serious, but the "memory access violation" is actually a known bug of the SCP beta. Weird symbols are imaginable given that the game is quite buggy overall. *trying to make sense of what you experienced* |
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| Apollomatic | February 1, 2013, 7:53 pm Post #150 |
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I guess I was a bit unclear about it, So I'll explain. 1.I'm serious. 2.I know it's a bug, but this time it kept happening over and over, Also The text "Glitch" Hasn't happened to anyone else before. |
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