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| superdubes | May 26, 2013, 12:38 am Post #211 |
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My mother is in the hospital now because she poisoned herself with insecticide on accident and I can't get down to her to see her. This sucks. |
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| Ajogamer | May 26, 2013, 12:48 am Post #212 |
 
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That does sound bad... While I figure everything'll likely be okay since she's being treated at the hospital, I still hope she manages alright. |
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| Ist Kisaragi | May 26, 2013, 5:29 am Post #213 |
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I agree with Ajo, that really is quite bad... I also wish you and her luck... If her age isn't too old, she still has a strong fighting chance to come out of this okay... I as well still hope she is managing okay. Good luck with this, dubes. |
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| Diabolic | May 27, 2013, 12:05 pm Post #214 |
When you and your girl weren't ready for what happened next.
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I hope she feels better, I'll keep her in my thoughts and prayers and wish her a speedy recovery. |
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| Rashira Asavara | May 29, 2013, 3:58 pm Post #215 |
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It's crazy how I've been thinking that my life was changing for the better, and then it all comes crashing down. That is all. No details. |
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| Mazel | June 1, 2013, 12:15 am Post #216 |
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My niece's graduation was today. I'm very happy for her and wish only the brightest and best future. She attended the same school as myself, my sister and mother. At the end of the ceremony, not-so-great memories came flooding back about my own graduation. At the end of my senior year, I saw so many kids hugging each other and crying. No one came for me. I was the odd one out. No real friends to speak of, no one I really felt I could trust. As I walked around to catch up with my family to take pictures with my niece, I was holding back tears as I remebered how much of a failure I felt like back then. If my old school were to burn down tomorrow, I think I'd dance around the fucking flames. |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | June 1, 2013, 11:12 am Post #217 |
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I'm so sorry to hear that, Dubes! Please PM me if you'd like to talk; I certainly know how it is to have a mother in the hospital with access to her. *hugs* I really hope your mom is okay; sending all my good thoughts. My vent: I've mentioned before (while not being overly talkative about it) that I have a medical problem, yes? I was actually scheduled at the beginning of this month to go to a Medical Center to begin undergoing treatment, but I can't actually go now. This treatment was painted like...my bright shiny hope for the future, so I admit not going was like...difficult. I want to get better, but it wasn't really my call, in the end. I couldn't go, because: 1. First off, limited transportation. My mother has medical difficulties and cannot drive, and I don't own my own car, so my father would have to take me with his. The treatment would probably be every two weeks and this facility is a bit away -- due to gas prices + the fact that my dad simply can't take that much time off of work, that's impossible. 2. It's sad, but we're pretty cut-off from most of my family, so it's not like there's anyone I can really turn to to plead for help with this, unfortunately. My family doesn't get along so great -- minus my lovely immediate family, of course. ^^ 3. The treatment itself wasn't explained in detail when I initially made the appointment. Once properly explained at a later date, I had to question myself as to if I'd even *want* to go if I had the actual chance. The treatment itself sounds like every worst nightmare/test I've ever had done in a hospital x 10, for two weeks, constant. No numbing medicines, no pain medicines, just needles and...other things. Scared the hell out of me when I heard about it. So, I have that to look forward to. Honestly, at first they thought they found my diagnosis. Now, they feel that they *have* but it's such a new medical issues that they don't even have a medical term for it yet, hence no full-on cure. Just that treatment above. Now, there's another option, although it annoys me that I have to do this, because I really was looking forward to getting that Medical Center out of the way and not feeling this bodily pain every single day. Last October, I had a surgery that allieviated my symptoms. By no means did it fix anything, but I was truly not in pain for a good two months before my body reverted. It's at least...something. Something to make the pain stop, if not for a little while. We're some-what hopeful that I can have this done again, wait a few months, get it done again...and see if something sticks. If the pain eventually stops. That's all I can do at this point, because the treatment above isn't an option for transportation reasoning. Regardless, one day, when I'm on my own, I know I'm going to have to consider this treatment again. It scares the hell out of me, because as mentioned, it sounded like all of my worst nightmares combined into one full treatment that will have to be done constantly. When the thought hit me that "What if I can't do it!? What if I can't suck it up and go get it done!?" I might actually be stuck with this issue for the rest of my life, I cried so hard that I collapsed, because that particular option (of "Wow, there's...nothing to be done...") has never truly risen before. I'm really staking things on these surgeries at this point. No set date, but I'll say something when I do have something. Thanks for your time. *bows* |
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| superdubes | June 14, 2013, 9:20 pm Post #218 |
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First the good news. My mom has been out of the hospital for a while now. I just never posted an update to that here. @Mayu I won't claim to understand your situation, but I've been told in the past that I'm a good listener. I've also been told that I'm like an older brother type figure to people I actually know. I doubt that would be possible here since I've aired out a good bit of dirty laundry in this topic. All of that said, I'm sure you already have others that you speak to more frequently and are more comfortable with, but you know my name on Steam, PSN, and Skype. So if ever you see me on and need to talk to somebody I'm there. Now, for my vent. I was minding my own business one day and my mom called me saying that my atheist posts are offensive on facebook and that I should stop doing them. I explained to her that I only posted atheist comments when I saw a christian comment on my timeline that annoyed me. Still, to show her respect I put up what I guess could be called a PSA. I stated that if someone posts too much christian stuff and it gets annoying that I would unfriend them so that I wouldn't have to fight the temptation to speak my mind. Little did I know that this would unleash the Kraken of misunderstandings on Facebook. I had many people come to that post saying that I should stop using my mom as an excuse and that I was doing this from my own feelings, and how they're sorry for me for not having god in my life. They also told me that I should shut my mouth and stop posting offensive things. Which, I don't think it's offensive if I just disagree with you on the existence of your god. Do you get upset if someone tells you that they believe in Thor or Zeus? Those are both gods that we can probably all agree don't exist. Why is it when I bring up your god it's suddenly offensive? I've been in religious conversations with many people in the past and I always try to keep it civil. I don't call anyone stupid for having faith in something that I can't have faith in. Now is for the kicker. A few days after the initial posts of disapproval. My uncle tags both me and my cousin in a post saying that we essential are a big disgrace to the family for not believing in god and that we should think about how our grandmother feels about that. He also said that we should stop acting like children. Facebook is a social site and we should just shut up. He then ended his rant with god gave us two ears and one mouth for a reason. I rebutted in a rather unfriendly tone and told him that if he had something to say to me he should just call me and we can talk it out like men. He didn't have to pull the childish, "Facebook is only for people who agree with me!" posts. My cousin marked the post as "harassing" and it was deleted, but not before my brother-in-law could see it. He then told my sister, who told my mom, who called my Uncle and did what all moms do and defended her "baby." I'm sure he thinks that I ran and told my mommy on him. I'd say I don't care, but it's obviously having a lot more negative influence on my week than I care to admit. Otherwise I wouldn't be posting it here where I'm essentially anonymous. So, if I've been blunt with you over the last couple of days or if I've been downright rude I'm sorry. I've had a lot on my mind. I can't help but think that the rest of my family probably thinks the same thing, but he's the only one who's come out and said what's on his mind. I particularly want to apologize to Yoshiki. You just managed to disagree with me on the wrong day. You didn't deserve me being rude like I was to you in that PM and the posts that I put in the contest topic. I'm man enough to apologize when I'm wrong. I just hope you haven't blocked me and don't see this post. I also hope that it's not too long for you to read or care about to see the apology at the end. |
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| Morishige Sakutaro - kun | June 15, 2013, 9:11 am Post #219 |
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Dubes, is it seriously that bad in the States? England has stuff like this and this, while you lot have that. ~Sigh~ Something's wrong when the world's largest economic and military power is still having problems with religion. I feel sorry for you. Morishige. |
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| superdubes | June 15, 2013, 3:11 pm Post #220 |
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The horror.
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It's not like we're oppressed or anything. It's just the religious majority feels like they are victims. Plus, I live in the Bible Belt. So, free thinking is frowned upon. |
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