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| superdubes | December 19, 2013, 9:55 pm Post #271 |
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Thanks for the responses Eagle and Ajo. I just feel like I make too many conversations very awkward because I forget a lot of people aren't as open as I am, and have boundaries that I personally don't understand. This can make me an annoying person to have a chat with sometimes. Two things I'm going to try and work on for my new year's resolution. 1: Try to not go too far in conversation sometimes even more than I do now. Even if it means never chatting anymore. 2: Work on my feel of self-worth. I feel like I'm a useless waste of space, but I know that there are some people out there that would disagree with me on that point. |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | December 20, 2013, 12:59 pm Post #272 |
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I'm going to the Doctor's today. It's one of my least favorite places in the world. I want to get in and get out as quickly as possible. The weather seems horrible so it's going to be a difficult trip. I just want to be home already and my appointment isn't for another 3 and a half hours. The end. >< |
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| superdubes | December 20, 2013, 4:34 pm Post #273 |
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Good luck at the doctor. The last time I went to the doctor I was told that I have trouble breathing because I have bronchitis and I'm fat. She literally told me that I was a fatty and that's why I couldn't breathe. Gotta love doctors like that. |
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| superdubes | December 21, 2013, 6:20 pm Post #274 |
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I have a lot of fluid that builds up in my legs. I've been taking fluid pills for about a year to try and stop it from getting worse. I say that because everyone always assumes that it hurts when it doesn't... until today. Jesus christ I feel like someone is pricking my right leg with thousands of tiny needles. It would happen on and off where I'd feel this, but today has been nonstop. Edited by superdubes, December 21, 2013, 6:21 pm.
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| Skybird | December 22, 2013, 12:12 am Post #275 |
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Ugh. I've been getting really sick lately. All the sneezing, sore throat, headaches and fevers are really starting to get in the way of my life. And it's even a break right now! I can't do anything without having to clutch my head in pain because of the stupid headaches. Resting my eyes like some people said since I "use too much computer" doesn't really work. I've already took medicine to stop them and it's still not working though... *sigh* I just want to feel better already. |
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| superdubes | December 22, 2013, 2:27 am Post #276 |
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That sucks. I get headaches all the time because of my high blood pressure. What helps me is just sitting in a dark room with my eyes closed after taking some Bayer. This might also sound stupid, but sometimes coffee helps too. I don't know why. |
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| Skybird | December 22, 2013, 2:52 am Post #277 |
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I'll try doing that, thanks!  The pain is mostly on my right side of the head. I just hope it's gone tomorrow. I just can't do work done like this...
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| superdubes | December 22, 2013, 5:46 pm Post #278 |
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I can't shake the feeling that I've upset someone in some way recently and it's made me feel sick. I haven't been able to eat for the past two days. Two things that upset me are feeling like I hurt someone/something or lying/being lied to. I can't even swat a fly without feeling bad. |
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| superdubes | December 26, 2013, 1:23 am Post #279 |
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I wish I could take a day of vacation from being me. Just so I could kick my own ass. I'm always depressed, I hate myself, I assume others hate me, I annoy people for apologizing all the time , and I made my mom cry yesterday yelling at her. I even constantly ask people to do things I know they don't/won't want to do to the point of it being harassment. I don't deserve to have friends online or in life. So, I'm going to leave this forum for good soon. I hope you all have fun here without having to put up with crying and constantly depressed ass. |
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| DeathkaiserG | December 26, 2013, 2:10 am Post #280 |
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Pardon if I say something that is too insensitive cause I'm one Really dubes...Really... Don't deserve friends even online ones? aint you Exaggerating much... I dont really know what is really happening to your current life.. but thats just pushing too far... Don't tell me that someday you're gonna quit being a human too... Sure cry, be depressed... Post all your love, anger and sorrow in this thread...its for a FRIGGIN VENTING TOPIC for pete's sake... Im no master in giving advices but you going to seclude yourself By telling yourself that you dont deserve friends at all will just make life more shittier than ever Again Sorry for the insenstivity and bad words... I was gonna post a vent about how the all in one cover of no no kunI spoiled a bit of things... But well dubes post become the topic of my vent now...again sorry Edited by DeathkaiserG, December 26, 2013, 2:11 am.
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