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| L3Z4 | July 24, 2015, 6:17 am Post #781 |
 
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| Yoshie Shinozaki | July 24, 2015, 11:16 am Post #782 |
The First Victim
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And here I am once again, I ain't pulling any punches this time. As some of you are aware, I mentioned there was a Movie Theater Shooting that occurred close to where I'm staying for work. On the subject of work, I was running a large Dump Truck, hauling dirt and my dad was running an Excavator loading my truck with dirt, making some rotations and so on. Well my truck's mirrors were covered in mud so my line of sight was very vague, long story short, I ended up backing into his Excavator cab, crushing the cab to the right hand side.(Thankfully the section where my dad resided to run the machine was on the left hand side) Now we have over $1000 dollars worth of damage and my father doesn't trust me to run the machine... ... Now I wish I was in that fuckin' Theater last night... |
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| Shigitou burikaa | July 24, 2015, 12:07 pm Post #783 |
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That sucks dude. But hey... Shit happens, and when you are doing construction work, that kind of shit is bound to happen. Just gotta accept the fact that it happened and move on. Those are just my 2 senses. |
      ste teraz mojej obete. Vitajte v mojom herňa, zvieratko. Ja som teraz mučiť vás.. ~ポケウォーズ9000™ i am servent to no one. I'm married to nana!
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| Angela | July 24, 2015, 12:43 pm Post #784 |
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*sighs* Do you know that feeling, that you have done something bad but try to blame "another part of yourself", even though you know that such part is just you, not something different and doesn't exist? Since I was little I always got very easily angered. With the time I learned (I taught that myself by the way) that to be angry is bad and not a good signal, even though you know it's natrual and shouldn't be swallowed. Everytime I get angry, the people around me are either frightened, angry, shocked, laughing or neutral. Most of the time they're shocked, angry, laughing or neutral. But yesterday, when I got angry about my best friend, she said that I really frighten people and make them scared. I always felt that my anger shouldn't exist, doesn't fit into me, even though I'm fully aware of the fact that humans have that part and that it's normal to get angry, but to FRIGHTEN people so much that they're looking at me with their eyes full of scare, sadness and emptiness is NOT, now is it? I often imagine my anger as a big, bad wolf with long fangs, silver, long, dirty fur and eyes with always changing their color, depending on how they think of that person and what it deserves and doesn't deserve. That wolf has a black, old and rusty collar around his neck with a chain that links his collar with the same looking collar around my neck, like we're always joined. We fight about what's right, what's wrong, around the fates of people, of what we did, do and will do. It's like we're beating ourselves until someone is to hurt and gives up. I know it's silly to describe a feeling like an animal and like I would have lost my mind, but it's the best way I can. I always felt like I could control my anger, keep that wolf out of reality and find a better solution than to do bad stuff to people/important things and hurt them until they're gone, out of my sight and mind, but I was wrong. I thought that my wrath, anger, fury, whatever you may call it, will be gone when I swallow it, try to keep it under control and stay calm, but it only makes it worse. Heck, I'm letting really bad thoughts into my mind like hurting people mentally and physically AGAIN, like I did when I let my anger run free like a wild animal, like a big, bad wolf, when I was younger and behaving silly, but to supress my wrath only makes that wolf more forious..... |
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| spookyfan2 | July 24, 2015, 3:24 pm Post #785 |
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On the bright side, your father is okay. That's better than saving $1,000 for sure. |
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| L3Z4 | July 25, 2015, 1:55 pm Post #786 |
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| 7thPhantom | July 25, 2015, 2:01 pm Post #787 |
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good luck in your new life lez-senpai. see ya in japan~! and hey!! don't forget to send us the pictures!!!! or so shall my curse be fallen upon you for 3 days   ...nah...kidding.i believe that we should step forward...even if that means stepping over wounds to do so...there are things in the life that we can't control and let fate do it for us. but this now...is an act that you should take alone. |
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Time~ Space~ possibilities~ Timelines~ Parallel~ Truths~ Singularity~ Pluralism~. The Thought that transcends all the worlds will surely save this one~~ Seek a salvation.  Made By Sky bird and Shigitou Burikaa. Arigatou Gozaimasoyo Sky-senpai! and thank you Shigitou-Nii A Signature made by ShadowHakai
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| Shigitou burikaa | July 25, 2015, 2:56 pm Post #788 |
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give me a reason to care once more. new mod for the grt. -in sachiko I trust-
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I just realized. Everything and everyone is starting to irritate the F out of me. It drives me insane. I hate it. Though that is what I get for once again dwelling in my own darkness. I just can't stand it anymore! UUGH! |
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ste teraz mojej obete. Vitajte v mojom herňa, zvieratko. Ja som teraz mučiť vás. . ~ポケウォーズ9000™ i am servent to no one. I'm married to nana!
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| Yoshie Shinozaki | July 25, 2015, 3:07 pm Post #789 |
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Welcome to my world of resentment. Sucks feeling this way, but in other ways, I'd take the darkness.(It's all I ever knew growing up) You know me, if ya need to dish out some of your inner turmoil, I'm always willing to listen to your story, mon ami. |
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| Shigitou burikaa | July 25, 2015, 3:11 pm Post #790 |
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give me a reason to care once more. new mod for the grt. -in sachiko I trust-
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Aha. Trust me, I have realized what shit you go through. Vise versa with you to me. I will give you a notice if it gets bad. |
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ste teraz mojej obete. Vitajte v mojom herňa, zvieratko. Ja som teraz mučiť vás. . ~ポケウォーズ9000™ i am servent to no one. I'm married to nana!
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