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| Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 11:26 pm (17,066 Views) | |
| Apollomatic | November 10, 2012, 6:13 pm Post #71 |
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Hello again, Venting topic, XP . So here's a little update from me: Life is getting a little bit better again.Making new friends and Meeting new people. I've basically moved on from "her" now, Even though she dares to even speak to me,  . I just shut her out. It's the best thing to do. My Best Friend (Noah) Has been helping me through for a while and cheering me up and on. Everyone here listening and providing help is doing wonders for me. But someone please stop me from reading Creepypasta! X( Seriously though, I'm getting a bit creeped out by all these Slenderman and Pokemon Creepypastas.Another Plus is that I got Persona 3: FES recently, The game is hella fun. Sadly I'm not getting my Vita or P4G (goddamnit, LOL) Until next month. I also went to a dance a few weeks back with my fellow Classmates and other peeps from around town. The dance was awesome. My friend almost got in a fight, So I took him outside so he could chill. I'll be getting a Gaming computer soon, Hopefully. So....Yeah, Life is going smoother now.  Thanks everyone.
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| Ist Kisaragi | November 10, 2012, 6:27 pm Post #72 |
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Actually Matic, I share your fear pain, since I'm now afraid of falling asleep with no lights, thanks to those blasted creepypastas. (Especially one, I shan't mention to save your sanity). The only advice I can give you is to play some PSP games, or watch some non-scary Youtube Videos to help to stop your addiction with creepypastas. (The only things worse than reading it, is when there are video or image proof, or rather someone narrates it with music and sound effects). |
| Whether by Windblast or by choke hold, whether by the steel of my Folding Blade or the swiftness of Blink, whether by Possession or by the power of thine Pistol, none shall evade either my Wrath, or my Mercy. For the Outsider gazes from his Void, the fate of all, are in the hands of those, marked by him. | |
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| strwbry | November 10, 2012, 6:45 pm Post #73 |
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I'm not sure how to start this off... AUGGGHH. Okay... Okay... Eagle: Thank you. It's encouraging to see that someone else has the same sort of posting problems! And yes, this is a really great community to be involved with. There are definitely a lot of really nice people on here. Superdubes: I know your message was private, but again, thank you. Mayu: Thanks for your encouragement and sharing your thoughts and feelings. A hug would be really nice. Especially since I felt like crying when I was working on my first post, when I replied to Superdubes and feel like it a little bit now. Anyways... I'm going to try to keep the rest of this short but I think I will message you personally later, when I have what I want to say better worked out inside of my head. And thank you for offering to talk about it. It definitely is difficult to try and open up to someone or even a group of people because as Eagle pointed out "You never know beforehand who's going to respond to your posts or how". That in itself is a big thing because people (not necessarily here of course) react to some things in really ugly ways. And I'm definitely not saying that people here will, that fear does exist that it'll turn into a really ugly situation. I definitely do want to tell someone... That much is a given. Because it's driven me crazy somewhat and I really do just need to let it out. So... As I said, I'll message you later. It might not be until early morning (insomnia yay!) but it'll happen. |
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| Apollomatic | November 10, 2012, 9:13 pm Post #74 |
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Whatever you do, Don't watch Proxy: A slender Man Story at night! EVER! |
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| DeathkaiserG | November 13, 2012, 2:46 am Post #75 |
Faraway Black Jewel
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Today i feel like that ive read the 5 victims memoirs that satoshi read in the bad end everytime i do something, it would end up wrong even if i like what im doing..im kinda losing my faith in myself, right now i just wanna crawl in the bed and die or go to a coma *sigh* |
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| Mazel | November 13, 2012, 6:06 pm Post #76 |
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I know a few people have chimed in about this, already. I feel compelled to speak my piece, as well. I may not know the entire story of what you're going through, right now, but I think I've gone through something a little similar. When i was in high school, I went through a depression so bad I wasn't eating or bathing at all. All I wanted to do was sleep, I was beyond lonely and thinking about harming myself. I felt so worthless. (I wasn't suicidal. Frankly, I was too goddamn tired to even think about that.) I couldn't tell you if it was anti-depressants or the fact that I could barely eat without gagging that helped to pull me out of it. The main bit of advice I can offer is: Get up. Get up and bathe. Remember to eat, especially when the hunger pains start to feel a bit, uh, "spirtual". No matter how tired you feel, no matter how dark it seems around you, get up. Can't see those who care if you live or die? They're there, but you got to help yourself before anyone else really can. Get up. Move. Keep moving. The more you do that, the more you'll be able to see something worth placing your faith in. It doesn't have to be God if that's not your thing. Eventually, you may see something worth placing your energy in, something to look forward to. But for now, all you have to do is get up and try to believe that things will change and you will, too. |
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| superdubes | November 19, 2012, 4:26 am Post #77 |
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Here's my venting for the night. I was watching Enigma stream some horror games when my internet decided to act really stupid. So I decided to go to get something to eat. Well, when I was stopped at a red light guess what happens... have you figured it out yet? If you guessed that I got hit by a drunk driver then you're correct and get a gold star. I'm now stranded at my house, hungry and alone, with no ability to go out and get some grub. My car was totally screwed from the back and my airbags didn't even deploy. Gotta love those Fords. |
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| strwbry | November 19, 2012, 5:48 am Post #78 |
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Ahhhh, that sucks. Unhurt and safe? |
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| superdubes | November 19, 2012, 9:03 am Post #79 |
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Yeah, but I'm stranded at my house now. I apparently scratched my leg because the officer on the scene let me know my leg was bleeding. I'm not hurt at all, but I feel bad for the girl that hit me. I hope this doesn't mess things up for her other than having a DUI on her record now. |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | November 19, 2012, 1:08 pm Post #80 |
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I'm glad you're okay, superdubes! I'm thankful you didn't get seriously hurt. ♥ Sorry to hear it, though. Accidents are the worst.  |
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