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| Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 11:26 pm (16,994 Views) | |
| Zaion | July 26, 2015, 10:02 am Post #791 |
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Welp, I feel like shit now about wanting to vent about how no one seemed appreciative of the light speed translation of Babylon I just did. Sorry to hear what you're going through folks. If you need to hate, just hate. It eventually runs out, even if you don't want it to. Nobody really notices or cares until you shoot up a school or commit suicide with gasoline, so just hate. It'll suck like hell, and I never wanted to read things like this when I just wanted to break everything around me, but it can't be helped. That's what being human is. I almost became homeless today because of an argument with my parents. It was to the point my father was worried one of us would kill the other, and more than a couple death threats were thrown. At the moment I still don't like her. I've applied for a part time job as an English tutor while I find some more stable work. It's to buy food since I don't even want to touch the things she cooked. The only reason I haven't left is I don't have a place to go, and going out on the streets is a one way ticket. I'll never be able to get a job or comeback from being homeless. I don't want to live as a beggar, even if it does mean I risk getting stabbed by staying here. Translating and writing is my escapism. By thinking about something else entirely and just focusing on that I can shut out everything else. Christ I sound pathetic. Anyways, good luck and hope you guys are alright. |
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| Shigitou burikaa | July 26, 2015, 10:14 am Post #792 |
give me a reason to care once more. new mod for the grt. -in sachiko I trust-
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(I didn't see the translation, sorry.) But yeah, I never did that, but I have had thoughts of killing my annoying little brother for... Several years by now. Also I know how that whole suicide issue goes, wanna know how I know? Let's just say I went to a psychiatrist, and I'm still on watch. Anyways, don't go and be disappointed that your work has not been noticed. I learned it the hard way and in such "do what you like" comes to mind. Though I would have left a comment, having known that a member did something. What can I say, I love to state my own opinion, because IRL, I never get that chance. Cheer up bud. |
      ste teraz mojej obete. Vitajte v mojom herňa, zvieratko. Ja som teraz mučiť vás.. ~ポケウォーズ9000™ i am servent to no one. I'm married to nana!
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| 7thPhantom | July 28, 2015, 4:08 pm Post #793 |
The Phantom Mage of 1991.
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i am sorry to hear all your problems guys...it seems to be tough for you all... well. i dunno what just happened today...may brain is hazy...i daydream a lot and i vainly try to focus on...anything but nothing. i slept in the afternoon but....it ended up being a nightmare that my house was stolen and i couldn't help but watch idly and then run like a madman with tears before i get killed...haha...insane huh? well. not only that....my brother will going to kill me tomorrow when he come home from the academy because i lost his key by accident and that key had a medal that was a present of his close friend....and not only my brother...my whole family is mad at me....and just....you may say that how can my family get mad because of a key...well...the key loss was probably the last thing happened. from the sun raised on my house today...and all i hear is nothing but yelling and insults. the insults aren't to me but just...watching your parents fight with each other is the most heart destroying to me. blaming them is something i am not allowed to. after all....my concentration rate is below there by new levels....and right now...like...i have 300 thoughts going at once in my head...and one of them is how my existence is getting denied right now because.now all what i care about is just going to the rooftop and scream all my lungs out in pain and anger. and that won't end today...it will going to continue for the rest of the week. don't ask why...i just know it. and because i know i can't help again but to fake a smile to hide my tears. Edited by 7thPhantom, July 28, 2015, 4:09 pm.
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Time~ Space~ possibilities~ Timelines~ Parallel~ Truths~ Singularity~ Pluralism~. The Thought that transcends all the worlds will surely save this one~~ Seek a salvation.  Made By Sky bird and Shigitou Burikaa. Arigatou Gozaimasoyo Sky-senpai! and thank you Shigitou-Nii A Signature made by ShadowHakai
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| Yoshie Shinozaki | July 28, 2015, 4:47 pm Post #794 |
The First Victim
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I know that feeling a thousand times over, and honestly, I've been through damn near the exact same shit. I lost count on how many times I watched my parents fight, and a lot of the time, I had to intervene by holding my Katana blade to one of their necks. I must add that the night my parents had their worst fight that resulted in their separation was when I was beating my Dad half to death with a Shinai when he grabbed hold of my Mom's neck... (And just like your mental slips, that's everyday for me but that's due to Bipolar Disorder) Hell, one of my currents situations is because of missing keys, can't be as bad compared to your situation since your brother's key carries sentimental value which is respectable. Hang in there, Phantom, if ya need someone to talk to further about this, any of us are just a click away. Edited by Yoshie Shinozaki, July 28, 2015, 4:49 pm.
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| "I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica. | |
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| Cain Marder | July 30, 2015, 5:34 am Post #795 |
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I.... *sigh*..... I just feel alone and empty..... |
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Spoiler: click to toggle  " ... You welcome, I love you ... Ima gonna die now... Oh shit, here they come, I'm fuckin' dead, this car has no traction... NOO!! Don't kill me!! Anything but this! WHY I'M MAKIN' DONUTS?!?!" " This keer  !!!"
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| Zaion | July 30, 2015, 7:06 am Post #796 |
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I know how you feel. Just feel like ditching the whole world, damn thing doesn't seem to care about me. Why should I? |
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| spookyfan2 | August 6, 2015, 9:36 pm Post #797 |
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I feel extremely lucky. My life is not exactly perfect, but I genuinely feel lucky to have people who care for me, and I'm grateful for not having to deal with too many hardships. Makes me sad, though, that life seems to treat some of you poorly. I don't think any of you really deserve to have these things you are all venting about happen to you. Sniperskaya, I once felt very alone and empty, and thankfully, things seemed to right themselves. I don't know what has gotten you to feel this way, but I sincerely hope things start to look up for you and every one else who are experiencing the hardships that life can have in store. Edited by spookyfan2, August 6, 2015, 9:36 pm.
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| L3Z4 | August 6, 2015, 11:24 pm Post #798 |
 
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Hey, life definitely sucks sometimes but we gotta try and always look for the silver lining, as they say. Eh, look at it this way; barely two weeks ago I'd have considered myself the unluckiest woman ever, as things probably couldn't have gone worse for me. But, I decided that I wanted to change that and look at me now. Things are not as bad, I'm living practically a dream and though I certainly do expect a lot of things to improve eventually, I'm much happier. Sometimes it's all up to us individually, y'know? Whether we're happy or not depends on us most of the time. Edited by L3Z4, August 6, 2015, 11:27 pm.
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| Yoshie Shinozaki | August 7, 2015, 5:54 am Post #799 |
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Well I guess it's my turn to complain again. Two days ago, I was grinding some rust and old paint off some long stretches of iron.(Not gonna explain what I do in detail 'cause no-one's gonna get what I'm saying anyway so why bother?). Anyway, turns out what is was working contains heavy doses of harsh chemicals, and the substance blew right into my face and wrists, especially my face, practically burning me alive. Now it feels like there's a thin plastic film cover my face that's peeling away, making my skin very sensitive to the wind and, of course heat.(Which's it's like 104 degrees, has been for a month now) My face hurts like hell, and my complexion is shot to hell, I'm honestly scared to be seen in public like this, it sucks awfully. Edited by Yoshie Shinozaki, August 7, 2015, 5:55 am.
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| "I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica. | |
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| spookyfan2 | August 7, 2015, 12:46 pm Post #800 |
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Well, you know what they say. Happiness is how you treat life. Not how life treats you. |
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