Shigitou burikaa

August 12, 2015, 1:29 pm

I don't get the world I live in nowadays.

Life is terrible for me right now and thank god this is a venting topic. So now I can defuse some of my anger.

warning: contains very harsh words

what I don't get is the whole relationship thing and what girls see in guys. Like I will go and ask a girl out and it will turn out that she is in love with some *censorship* guy who does drugs. Meanwhile I don't do any drugs or alcohol nor am I ugly and pimple faced.

Is it because I have crouzon syndrome? Is it because I... Oh we will get there in a second. When I be a gentleman, people think I am an asshole or a creep. When I do the SAME exact thing as some other kid did, I got called a dumbass while that kid is called smart, WHILE he gets terrible grades and i get awesome grades. WHAT THE ----!?

so moving on.
You guys think I am childish, correct? Well that was due to surgery on my head and brain that pushed my thought process back two years. I didn't want to make that known, but some people just fucking irritated me through the roof, thus I had to bring it up.

Next time someone yells at me for something stupid, I will tell them to grow the fuck up.ignorance is a bitch, and living in darkness sucks ass especially when you partially have manic depression.

I'm sorry for sounding harsh, but I want to actually ACTUALLY get my thoughts across.

7thPhantom

August 12, 2015, 2:29 pm

Well. An other problem that what i look like and my personality are contradictive.

I look like a 18-20 year old young man but i act cheerful. Which makes people very bitchy(sforry for the bad word. its just irritating) to me.

if the world is acting illogically then egypt throws out the word logic from the dictionary. People here are too quick to judge and you need to literally crack their skull for them to change their mind.

Children say the most rudest words...AND THEY ARE 4 YEARS OLD!!!! The parents are the worst here. Rarely you see parents who care for the words they say....everyone if retarded and insane bitches.

Shigitou burikaa

August 12, 2015, 2:34 pm

7thPhantom

August 12, 2015, 2:29 pm

Well. An other problem that what i look like and my personality are contradictive.

I look like a 18-20 year old young man but i act cheerful. Which makes people very bitchy(sforry for the bad word. its just irritating) to me.

if the world is acting illogically then egypt throws out the word logic from the dictionary. People here are too quick to judge and you need to literally crack their skull for them to change their mind.

Children say the most rudest words...AND THEY ARE 4 YEARS OLD!!!! The parents are the worst here. Rarely you see parents who care for the words they say....everyone if retarded and insane bitches.

We have officially gotten on the same track dude.

And I know right! Like the things that little kids do nowadays is bizarre.

psp-ist

August 12, 2015, 2:40 pm

Okay, so while I don't have much to complain about, besides maybe going to study English more far away then I had to go to my usual school, so late nights are going to be impossible, I just wanna address some stuff:

To Phantom@: Believe me man, people, especially when their young, tend to be honestly the most insufferable pricks around. Either because they want to look cool themselves, or just to hide their own insecurities.

The fact is, adults are much more polite to chat with then classmates (trust me, take it from a guy who befriended some of the staff, and even got benefits out of it.) I've been an outcast myself, but now, since college is coming along, things seemed to have improved (mostly due to involvement within a group with other psychologically awkward people, either ones who are shy, have stutters in their speech patern and etc.)

And I say, better to be with people like that, than dumbasses who just latch onto a Spacegoat just for their own amusement.
(Try to get along or talk up any of the staff or other teachers. Or go to the psychologist. Talking out your rage is sometimes best. Although doing that here is also good.)

And to Poke@: Believe me man, I've been in the same boat. I've tried to get all buddy buddy with some friends of one of my female classmates. Thank Christ I didn't stick around for long. Why? Because either they were douchebags and more because once, I got a hole burned through one of my jackets by one of their cigarettes (good thing it didn't go through my shirt or sweater...)

I will say this, I feel sorry about ya concerning crouzon syndrome (as soon as you mentioned it, I looked it up...)
And believe me, just be glad that your grades are good. In the future, you'll feel stronger knowing you got a good job you like, while others who behaved like morons became bums instead, or just live poorly.

Heck, just feeling that maybe karma would giving them a hard time for their horrible behaviour, that partially stopped me from taking a fist to their faces. Seriously though, just ignore them. Like I said, adults, once you get to know em, are bound to more easy to chat with than those degenerates.


Here's to me hoping that college is easier socially, otherwise, I might lose my mind if the education becomes a nightmare.
And you two, good freaking luck. You too, Yoshie-san. (Sorry if it seemed long.)

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Shigitou burikaa

August 12, 2015, 2:34 pm

7thPhantom

August 12, 2015, 2:29 pm

Well. An other problem that what i look like and my personality are contradictive.

I look like a 18-20 year old young man but i act cheerful. Which makes people very bitchy(sforry for the bad word. its just irritating) to me.

if the world is acting illogically then egypt throws out the word logic from the dictionary. People here are too quick to judge and you need to literally crack their skull for them to change their mind.

Children say the most rudest words...AND THEY ARE 4 YEARS OLD!!!! The parents are the worst here. Rarely you see parents who care for the words they say....everyone if retarded and insane bitches.

We have officially gotten on the same track dude.

And I know right! Like the things that little kids do nowadays is bizarre.

Well, you two can bask in the fact, that your basically the sane Messiah level of logical, compared to those around you two.

I think so anyway. And honestly, cheerful, especially when shitty people are there, I'd rather hang around with them, even if it seems child-ish.
Trust me, logically, half of the world's population is full of waste, if that's the case in either of your countries.

Sniperskaya

August 12, 2015, 3:10 pm

psp-ist

August 12, 2015, 2:40 pm

Okay, so while I don't have much to complain about, besides maybe going to study English more far away then I had to go to my usual school, so late nights are going to be impossible, I just wanna address some stuff:

To Phantom@: Believe me man, people, especially when their young, tend to be honestly the most insufferable pricks around. Either because they want to look cool themselves, or just to hide their own insecurities.

The fact is, adults are much more polite to chat with then classmates (trust me, take it from a guy who befriended some of the staff, and even got benefits out of it.) I've been an outcast myself, but now, since college is coming along, things seemed to have improved (mostly due to involvement within a group with other psychologically awkward people, either ones who are shy, have stutters in their speech patern and etc.)

And I say, better to be with people like that, than dumbasses who just latch onto a Spacegoat just for their own amusement.
(Try to get along or talk up any of the staff or other teachers. Or go to the psychologist. Talking out your rage is sometimes best. Although doing that here is also good.)

And to Poke@: Believe me man, I've been in the same boat. I've tried to get all buddy buddy with some friends of one of my female classmates. Thank Christ I didn't stick around for long. Why? Because either they were douchebags and more because once, I got a hole burned through one of my jackets by one of their cigarettes (good thing it didn't go through my shirt or sweater...)

I will say this, I feel sorry about ya concerning crouzon syndrome (as soon as you mentioned it, I looked it up...)
And believe me, just be glad that your grades are good. In the future, you'll feel stronger knowing you got a good job you like, while others who behaved like morons became bums instead, or just live poorly.

Heck, just feeling that maybe karma would giving them a hard time for their horrible behaviour, that partially stopped me from taking a fist to their faces. Seriously though, just ignore them. Like I said, adults, once you get to know em, are bound to more easy to chat with than those degenerates.


Here's to me hoping that college is easier socially, otherwise, I might lose my mind if the education becomes a nightmare.
And you two, good freaking luck. You too, Yoshie-san. (Sorry if it seemed long.)

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Shigitou burikaa

August 12, 2015, 2:34 pm

Quoting limited to 3 levels deep

Well, you two can bask in the fact, that your basically the sane Messiah level of logical, compared to those around you two.

I think so anyway. And honestly, cheerful, especially when shitty people are there, I'd rather hang around with them, even if it seems child-ish.
Trust me, logically, half of the world's population is full of waste, if that's the case in either of your countries.

Do as Ist says: I did what he mentioned and everything will be better (but when they were saying to me that I'm stupid and all that, I was trying not to giggle because, I knew their marks and I knew mine, for them, telling me that I was the stupid one was equal to kicking themselves in the face, man, at least if you try to insult me, do it right but no, we are not capable of even that.)

@Ist: I'm pretty fucking sure that this stupidity/ being an complete ass thing is a global virus since what you say applies perfectly for Romania as well.
Boys are douchebags and impulsive when they are kids, they are insulting everything that they see when they are teenagers and when they finally got to have a family, they beat the shit out of their wifes and go to jail for 15 years, that sums up the circle of life for 60% of the males that live in Romania...... (I'm so thankful to God for not being one of those)