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Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 11:26 pm (16,986 Views)
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Yoshie Shinozaki
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August 27, 2015, 5:04 pm
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The First Victim
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That's the same question I ask myself everyday, dude. I understand your mental lapse wholeheartedly, and to think, it's not as bad as my mental breakdowns.
The worst moments though, are when after all the sadness, anger, depression and (In my case) laughter is over... You feel nothing, like all your emotions were erased for a moment, all the while everyone around you just stare at you confusingly.(Lost count of how many times that's happened to me, honestly)
All I can say is do the responsible thing and see about replacing what is broken, and no matter how much your brother has annoyed you.(And from what you've told me about him... I understand why ya flipped out on him) He's still your brother, and as harsh as things get, family is still family, of course.(Take it from a guy who was almost constantly in conflict with my brothers. Now we're best of friends)
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"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.
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Yoshiki Kishinuma
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August 29, 2015, 4:44 am
Post #872
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The Hero of Another Story
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Edit: This message has been deleted. Don't worry. I'll be okay. Hopefully everything will be fine. I'm still worried my friend is upset with me but I'll be okay.
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“I'm telling you I LOVE YOU, GODDAMMIT!”
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Yoshie Shinozaki
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August 31, 2015, 6:25 pm
Post #873
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The First Victim
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Oh God how do I say this...?
Over a year ago, I had sworn to myself that if my dearest friend were to leave this Site altogether, that I would follow suit with my mate.(I know, how strange, right? But to be totally honest. The fact that I'd leave the same time he would should show my dedication to him, correct?... Still sounds crazy to ya, doesn't it?... I don't blame you for thinking I'm nuts)
Well now he's been kicked off the Site and all my insides feel hollow. Utterly hollow that I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't know, I don't wanna appear all sentimental, not that it would matter anyway.
I guess all I can say is to everyone reading that I've had the chance to talk to. It's been an honor just being around ya, having an excellent time talking about random stuff.
And to those I haven't had the chance to talk to. I'm terribly sorry for not making the time to start up a conversation with ya. I'm more than certain you're a wonderful person.
Maybe one day, though. I'd come check out the place again just for the hell of it, right?(Okay, I'm talking too much again)
Take care everyone, hope you guys have a good time.
Farewell.
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"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.
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haruhi suzumiya
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August 31, 2015, 8:01 pm
Post #874
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हेप्पी!
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- Yoshie Shinozaki
- August 31, 2015, 6:25 pm
Oh God how do I say this...?
Over a year ago, I had sworn to myself that if my dearest friend were to leave this Site altogether, that I would follow suit with my mate.(I know, how strange, right? But to be totally honest. The fact that I'd leave the same time he would should show my dedication to him, correct?... Still sounds crazy to ya, doesn't it?... I don't blame you for thinking I'm nuts)
Well now he's been kicked off the Site and all my insides feel hollow. Utterly hollow that I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't know, I don't wanna appear all sentimental, not that it would matter anyway.
I guess all I can say is to everyone reading that I've had the chance to talk to. It's been an honor just being around ya, having an excellent time talking about random stuff.
And to those I haven't had the chance to talk to. I'm terribly sorry for not making the time to start up a conversation with ya. I'm more than certain you're a wonderful person.
Maybe one day, though. I'd come check out the place again just for the hell of it, right?(Okay, I'm talking too much again)
Take care everyone, hope you guys have a good time.
Farewell.
... ( ；´Д｀)
Mister nurse yoshie... I will miss you here. Even though we havent talked here much. 
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7thPhantom
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August 31, 2015, 8:31 pm
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The Phantom Mage of 1991.
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- Yoshie Shinozaki
- August 31, 2015, 6:25 pm
Oh God how do I say this...?
Over a year ago, I had sworn to myself that if my dearest friend were to leave this Site altogether, that I would follow suit with my mate.(I know, how strange, right? But to be totally honest. The fact that I'd leave the same time he would should show my dedication to him, correct?... Still sounds crazy to ya, doesn't it?... I don't blame you for thinking I'm nuts)
Well now he's been kicked off the Site and all my insides feel hollow. Utterly hollow that I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't know, I don't wanna appear all sentimental, not that it would matter anyway.
I guess all I can say is to everyone reading that I've had the chance to talk to. It's been an honor just being around ya, having an excellent time talking about random stuff.
And to those I haven't had the chance to talk to. I'm terribly sorry for not making the time to start up a conversation with ya. I'm more than certain you're a wonderful person.
Maybe one day, though. I'd come check out the place again just for the hell of it, right?(Okay, I'm talking too much again)
Take care everyone, hope you guys have a good time.
Farewell.
well.....
i dunno what should i saw....after all two of my very closest best friends left the forums. heck....i feel that i got no reason to stay there honestly.
i myself is kinda hurt or probably stricken about my friends here. i maybe stay and i may leave....after all why would i stay after all? i was about to announce my hiatus status in my stories and probably leave the forum for 3 months because of the studies.
but i guess i will wind up leaving the forums till further notices too.
so to those who i enjoyed myself i want to say Thank you. to those who i hurt i wanted to say sorry so much. and i hoped i would make more friends.
so without further words....it has been fun thing to stay with you all and i hope we can meet again....
Good-bye.
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haruhi suzumiya
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August 31, 2015, 8:44 pm
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हेप्पी!
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- 7thPhantom
- August 31, 2015, 8:31 pm
- Yoshie Shinozaki
- August 31, 2015, 6:25 pm
Oh God how do I say this...?
Over a year ago, I had sworn to myself that if my dearest friend were to leave this Site altogether, that I would follow suit with my mate.(I know, how strange, right? But to be totally honest. The fact that I'd leave the same time he would should show my dedication to him, correct?... Still sounds crazy to ya, doesn't it?... I don't blame you for thinking I'm nuts)
Well now he's been kicked off the Site and all my insides feel hollow. Utterly hollow that I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't know, I don't wanna appear all sentimental, not that it would matter anyway.
I guess all I can say is to everyone reading that I've had the chance to talk to. It's been an honor just being around ya, having an excellent time talking about random stuff.
And to those I haven't had the chance to talk to. I'm terribly sorry for not making the time to start up a conversation with ya. I'm more than certain you're a wonderful person.
Maybe one day, though. I'd come check out the place again just for the hell of it, right?(Okay, I'm talking too much again)
Take care everyone, hope you guys have a good time.
Farewell.
well.....
i dunno what should i saw....after all two of my very closest best friends left the forums. heck....i feel that i got no reason to stay there honestly.
i myself is kinda hurt or probably stricken about my friends here. i maybe stay and i may leave....after all why would i stay after all? i was about to announce my hiatus status in my stories and probably leave the forum for 3 months because of the studies.
but i guess i will wind up leaving the forums till further notices too.
so to those who i enjoyed myself i want to say Thank you. to those who i hurt i wanted to say sorry so much. and i hoped i would make more friends.
so without further words....it has been fun thing to stay with you all and i hope we can meet again....
Good-bye.
Over on skype. I showed poke this and he gave me an answer i couldnt believe. I will post it here for him since he requested i do so.//sob
shigitou's leave responce
Due to being banned, i feel relieved. Though i have made people happy. I made most upset. My bad i am sorry. But i cant apoloize because it is too late. So i want to say this.
I am completely done with this place. There is no absolute purpose of me being here and apparently everyone i talk to i offend, so i am leaving.
Good bye. I hope you all have a nice time here as i used to from about may-july 2014.
Kilijuan please send this to the venting topic.
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ZinniaHime
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September 1, 2015, 1:46 pm
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Moon Rabiit
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I've had no sleep again last last night...I've always had difficulty sleeping but damn last night was a pain in particular, people kept knocking on the door and the such and it was 4am. :/
Ah well...guess it's time to get out the caffeine.
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kunnuh
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September 1, 2015, 4:01 pm
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I wish you all the best in your future endeavours, Yoshie ! Even I only talked to you a few times, I really enjoyed it.
Same goes for you, 7thPhantom. I haven't talked to you at all, but I wish you the best !
Zinnia, Why were they knocking on the door ? What did they want ? Am I missing something ?
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PinkFloyd
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September 1, 2015, 6:11 pm
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Feels like I really am Stuck in heavenly host
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I may join you also Yoshie I know my personality I may not live on this forum for almost 1 year but I am at least going to get 100 posts before I get banned for some reason. Wrestling and Music is my thing, Corpse Party is not my thing
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Luph
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September 9, 2015, 1:40 am
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╰ᕦ╯( O++O )╰ᕤ╯
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Personal stuff I don't even know if it's me being upset or apathetic, but there are so many things I want to do, but either real life stuff always happened or I just lack the motivation to do them. I know I have to change, but it's hard to bring myself to. I hate myself for being what I am now, but I hate myself more because I can't seem to do anything about it. Or maybe I just don't want to do anything about it and make lame excuses to make me feel better about myself when I know staying like the way I am now is self-destructive. I'm really unhappy about my life right now, and I only have myself to blame.
TL;DR: I hate myself.
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Ain't no party like Corpse Party
Satoshi x Yoshiki is canon
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