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Venting Topic
Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 11:26 pm (16,979 Views)
Mr Neko	November 18, 2015, 1:03 pm Post #941
Weird Neko Posts: 110 Group: Members Member #1,570 Joined: 08/14/15 Gender Male Country Portugal Location: Somewhere In Your Dreams!	haruhi suzumiya November 17, 2015, 8:26 pm Well... I found out an ugly secret about my father. I am not going to say anymore. Im just going to keep it hidden from him, lets just say, i am beginning to not trust him. sorry to hear that Haruhi...
	"Anime+Music=World Peace!~"


Zaion	November 18, 2015, 3:16 pm Post #942
FanFiction writer/Translator/Character Bio writer Posts: 680 Group: Members Member #1,413 Joined: 01/03/15 Gender Male Country Japan Location: Essex	I'm sorry to hear that. If you ever want to get it off your chest, we're here.
	Check out my fanfic Corpse Party: Blood Drive Aftermath. I can also translate from Japanese to English. Open to requests.


Yoshie Shinozaki	November 19, 2015, 6:55 am Post #943
The First Victim Posts: 1,655 Group: Members Member #842 Joined: 12/25/13 Gender Male Country United States Location: The Infirmary, Taking Notes.	I've been holding this in for some time. I don't know what to do anymore. Spoiler: click to toggle Lately I've been doubting my position within this community. It's as though everything I've built up to this point was completely irrelevant. Like it was a total waste of breath. That new feeling I had back then when everyone was communicating, expressing to one another that we're all fans of the same series and generally having a good time has vanished. Regrettably my interest in this site has declined to the point to where it feels like I'm only contracted to stay here and take up space because I have to. Every attempt I make when reaching out to anyone, expressing sincerity gets overlooked, which is discouraging considering how difficult it is for me to communicate with anyone.(I damn near have an anxiety attack every time I post, even now I'm very anxious) Most of my friends around here,(Or at least I thought they were my friends) are disgusted by me, have been ignoring me or just disappeared from the site due to circumstances. And it's not just here. I feel like everyone thinks I'm a complete stranger on Skype and otherwise. I just loom around quietly, forced to subject myself to such dark and self destructive thoughts. It's a terrible feeling when I found the idea of slitting my own wrists to be more enticing. I just want this inner turmoil to go away permanently in any way I can. I don't know, it could be paranoia but if I've done anything to push anyone away, I'm truly sorry for my actions. Maybe I should just give up on this place, and my other connections. It's not worth the effort anymore. Though, I think this post will be ignored too.
	"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.


Zaion	November 19, 2015, 9:07 am Post #944
FanFiction writer/Translator/Character Bio writer Posts: 680 Group: Members Member #1,413 Joined: 01/03/15 Gender Male Country Japan Location: Essex	I felt that way too, but about my writing and everything I'd worked on. I still feel quite a lot of resentment, but I continued because I received a couple reviews telling me people like my stuff. More than a apart of me is still unsatisfied, but I decided to keep on going because the people who reviewed told me that they thought I had talent, when I thought I had none. To balance out everything, I decided to only talk about my work, and virtually nothing else. Otherwise, I'd only post if something popped into my head the moment I saw it, and if not just ignore it. I don't have the spare time or effort left to talk about things I'm not instinctively interested in. I guess what I'm trying to say is that it's not you, it's me. If you want to chat, then I'm more than happy to talk about CoPa and the stuff I'm working on, but I don't have the energy for anything else. If you just want to talk about your problems, then I'll listen, but that's because it's serious. For me, there's a difference between talking for fun, and using those skill to help people. I got through my resentment, by just pausing everything. I stopped coming here. I turned off skype. I stopped writing anything, and just played games and watched TV instead. I came back after I received the reviews, but I think I would have come back eventually even without them, although it would have taken a couple more weeks. Anyways, if anything else, I'm not disgusted.
	Check out my fanfic Corpse Party: Blood Drive Aftermath. I can also translate from Japanese to English. Open to requests.


Yoshie Shinozaki	November 19, 2015, 10:07 am Post #945
The First Victim Posts: 1,655 Group: Members Member #842 Joined: 12/25/13 Gender Male Country United States Location: The Infirmary, Taking Notes.	I'll definitely say the reviewers are right about your work tenfold. I absolutely love your writing, ya have a true talent for your craft. I've taken note of your words of advice in my own writing sections and truthfully, I'd love to learn more about writing from you.(Especially since my cousin invited me to help finish a book idea that's been lingering for years so I need some practice) I understand wholeheartedly where you're coming from. If it's not about Co.Pa or something else that immediately interests me, I don't say a word.(Unless it involves someone going through their own turmoil) Time is definitely at the essence as of late, what with everyone being busy. But I'll definitely discuss the series with ya whenever I can. I may not respond right away but I'll write down my replies in my notes then post them later. Oh and I'm sorry again for appearing so negative. I can't help it due to my mental disorder. But I feel better now after reading your reply. Thank you most sincerely for reaching out, I truly appreciate it. And I'll definitely work on renewing my love for this site. I'm replaying all the games I have available and I'll see about reading the Manga and some Fics when I have time so that I can get involved in the discussions like I had done in the past.
	"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.


Yoshiki Kishinuma	November 19, 2015, 8:53 pm Post #946
*The Hero of Another Story* Posts: 1,091 Group: Members Member #194 Joined: 11/18/12 Gender Male Country Philippines	Yoshie Shinozaki November 19, 2015, 6:55 am I've been holding this in for some time. I don't know what to do anymore. Spoiler: click to toggle Lately I've been doubting my position within this community. It's as though everything I've built up to this point was completely irrelevant. Like it was a total waste of breath. That new feeling I had back then when everyone was communicating, expressing to one another that we're all fans of the same series and generally having a good time has vanished. Regrettably my interest in this site has declined to the point to where it feels like I'm only contracted to stay here and take up space because I have to. Every attempt I make when reaching out to anyone, expressing sincerity gets overlooked, which is discouraging considering how difficult it is for me to communicate with anyone.(I damn near have an anxiety attack every time I post, even now I'm very anxious) Most of my friends around here,(Or at least I thought they were my friends) are disgusted by me, have been ignoring me or just disappeared from the site due to circumstances. And it's not just here. I feel like everyone thinks I'm a complete stranger on Skype and otherwise. I just loom around quietly, forced to subject myself to such dark and self destructive thoughts. It's a terrible feeling when I found the idea of EDITED OUT to be more enticing. I just want this inner turmoil to go away permanently in any way I can. I don't know, it could be paranoia but if I've done anything to push anyone away, I'm truly sorry for my actions. Maybe I should just give up on this place, and my other connections. It's not worth the effort anymore. Though, I think this post will be ignored too. There comes a point, eventually, where you have to move on from something that used to be a pivotal part of your life. All good things must come to an end. I'm a bit confused by whether or not you feel less happy here because you've been bored, or if you've felt ignored, but my above message still stands. I've been here since November 19th, 2012 -- I think I know just as well as everyone how, eventually, logging on here gets less fun, and feels more like an obligation. Since I've been logging in here almost every day for the past three years (woah, saying that feels weird), I feel like checking up on this website is more of a habit than a general interest. And it feels like my interest fades even more when I log in and find that the site is gaining less activity... Although there are a lot of people I'll miss, there are definitely days where I feel like not coming back... and not just because of the drama that has sincerely made me sick or any of that, but because interest eventually fades. When I joined this forum, I was a huge fan of Corpse Party, would frequently read the wiki, and all that jazz. Since last year or so, I haven't been a huge fan of CP anymore -- in fact, I haven't even played Blood Drive yet. The community was the only thing that kept me here. But even that, I find is hard to keep me here sometimes. And that's okay -- it's okay to move on, even if sometimes, it's hard to leave a place you've been for awhile behind. You just need to ask yourself -- are you here because the site is fun, or because it was? It's always okay to move on past a certain time in our life -- I don't know why you'd torture yourself and come here even though you don't have fun anymore, or in better words, you only feel miserable here anymore. Honestly, just, TL;DR -- don't assume it'd be the worst thing ever to move on from the Corpse Party forums, and move on to something else. I agree that it's a good idea to just take a break for a bit, too.
	_{“I'm telling you I LOVE YOU, GODDAMMIT!}_” Yoshiki Kishinuma


Yoshie Shinozaki	November 19, 2015, 9:59 pm Post #947
The First Victim Posts: 1,655 Group: Members Member #842 Joined: 12/25/13 Gender Male Country United States Location: The Infirmary, Taking Notes.	Thinking about it, you're right, perhaps it would be best for my own sake to give the Site a break for a little while. It would help me sort out some lingering issues I've been having as of late, and could also rekindle my love for the series. Because truthfully.(And this'll sound melodramatic) I haven't really been that good a fan to the series. I'm only just now replaying the games to refresh my memory of some things I may have overlooked. To tell the truth, I can't really narrow down what exactly I'm feeling right at the moment. My emotions and thoughts move a thousand miles per hour. I will say I wasn't too worrisome when I hadn't signed in today until the evening hours 'cause I was so caught up in my work that I couldn't sit still long enough to check out the Site again. Yeah, that's what I'll do. I'll take a break, get some of my matters into order and do some research on the series again. They do say "Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder" after all so I'll take that advice. Thank you for your thoughts, and I'll see ya whenever. Take care.(Oh and sorry if I'm taking this response a little extremely)
	"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.


Darkie	November 22, 2015, 11:34 am Post #948
im gay. Posts: 379 Group: Members Member #737 Joined: 08/12/13 Gender Male Country Mexico Location: Idk	can death just take me away already? i feel like shit and ready to accept it.
	im gay and i love love live, bang dream and mirishita. anyway my twitter is @alfredlover69


Yoshie Shinozaki	November 22, 2015, 11:56 am Post #949
The First Victim Posts: 1,655 Group: Members Member #842 Joined: 12/25/13 Gender Male Country United States Location: The Infirmary, Taking Notes.	Dude, don't say stuff like that. It hurts seeing ya or anyone in such a bad mood. What's on your mind? I'll gladly hear ya out to help resolve these negative thoughts.
	"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.


7thPhantom	November 22, 2015, 12:06 pm Post #950
The Phantom Mage of 1991. Posts: 840 Group: Members Member #983 Joined: 06/08/14 Gender Male Country Egypt Location: PHANTASMA ZXT<=>RWT CPU SERVER:7TH13 K.U.Y.U.I -X.E.S-	yeah Darkie. we are all here with you. wishing those stuff aren't good at all. I....may not know how your feel. it maybe tough and difficult but maybe we can help you.
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