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| DeathkaiserG | August 2, 2015, 4:57 am Post #761 |
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Sorry for being Downer Debbie but... Im still just 24 and im having soooo much regret in my life. I was always scared... fear and doubt pretty much controlled my life till now.... The funny thing is at the same time, i should just go on with the flow... i dont pretty much care anymore... knowing that my regret is gonna continue to pile like snow... its either im just uncaring or just afraid of breaking the status quo Hell I'm sad at the same time... i dont care anymore... i'd like to cry my eyes out but my brain says no... Thats the reason this isnt in the vent thread... i dunno exactly what im feeling right now... i want to be sad but my other self Just dont care... So Kids, if you want to do something (good of course)... Just do it. Or else you've become like me... although not exactly me cause im a different kind of wierd. It's as if i'll take this secret to the grave or something like that... well, its impossible now since i've told you this already but i still have the option of killing you all... no not really... i dont have your addresses and im poor to go to america. See, im going crazy here but well, life goes on... I'm livng because i am living... pretty sweet ei? Haha.... sorry again for being sad 
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| Zaion | August 2, 2015, 5:07 am Post #762 |
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There's a word in Japanese that I think applies to both of us. 自暴自棄 |
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| L3Z4 | August 2, 2015, 5:27 am Post #763 |
 
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Ha, that pretty much applies to me as well, unfortunately. And not only me, from what I've seen. |
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| DeathkaiserG | August 2, 2015, 5:49 am Post #764 |
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Jibojiki? Not good at japanese xD Self abandonment? Well, i only do that at great stress...that leads me to regret later on... The funny thing about me is i have a good (in society speaking) life... supporting parents that gives me everything that i need (or even want)... supporting friends and co workers... (well... although im not seing them for a moment... for my co workers... luckily my old school teachers and supporting coordinators)... Good spoonfed job (There is a reason why i called it spoonfed... dont ask) and still, either im unhappy, just a f*kin spoiled asshole or both. I always think im the worst kind of guy in existence... i have everything yet i am nothing... Haha... I have read a self abandonmenf article... though there is one thing that bugs me... "Everything is their fault" Hell, i dont blame others for my sh*t... its all mine... not my parents, sister, friends Co workers etc. But mine... yet i still wallow in regret... that i wallow in my own sh*t... Sorry for the distrbing behavior... Edited by DeathkaiserG, August 2, 2015, 6:03 am.
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| Zaion | August 2, 2015, 7:04 am Post #765 |
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No, it's fine. To be honest, it's kinda nice to know someone else is out there feeling what I feel. Your situation is pretty much the same as mine, and probably will be exactly the same next year. I still hope I can work for GrisGris or Grindhouse, but I'm scared to make that jump. That's why I'm either going to go back into academia or find a job so I have something to fall back on. At least, that's what I tell myself. Been losing confidence in my writing recently as well, so once that's gone I'll be simply just living for no reason at all. |
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| Yoshie Shinozaki | August 2, 2015, 8:04 am Post #766 |
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Adding to this subject, especially the line when ya said that you're harboring feelings of wanting to hunt us down and kill us. I'm on the same boat, not just here but everywhere. In fact, I've often considered myself to be a Misanthrope due to how everyone around me had affected my world... People always often lied, cheated and stole from me, but I guess that's Human Nature at it's worse. Besides you know... Killing people is far worse but they haven't killed me, but even if they did, I wouldn't care. If I die, I'm dead, it was meant to be. So I definitely don't care for much of anything, and I think I've noted several times that I don't care about my life enough to make valiant effort in achieving any set goals I may have forgotten over the years of existing. Well that's my thoughts, don't care for others much, and I don't care for myself. P.S: Sheesh that got dark, but I suppose that's patented Yoshie at this point, right? |
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| DeathkaiserG | August 2, 2015, 8:45 am Post #767 |
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@Yoshie: Well, I reaaaallly doubt i could really kill one... I am too cowardly for that haha @Everyone else who read: Thanks for the replies I appreciated it and help me cheer up even for tiny bit.Like the FNAF4 mini game says... "Tommorow is Another Day" (Hope I don't get bit by a bear animatronic tommorow XD) No offense but I realized that most of us here in the forums has some problems like that, one way or another. Corpse Party Effect perhaps? I LOVE YOU GUYS <3 |
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| Zaion | August 2, 2015, 8:47 am Post #768 |
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ME TOO!!! Although...
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| Yoshie Shinozaki | August 2, 2015, 8:49 am Post #769 |
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Love ya, too buddy. It was a nice talk, despite the dark nature to the subject, but then again, I've discussed far darker subjects with others in real life.(Like PTSD and Bipolar Disorder... Oh and of course Death, can't foget about that) Aren't we all just a basket of kittens and rainbows? |
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| L3Z4 | August 2, 2015, 8:51 am Post #770 |
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Yup, I'd say so. A basket of kittens and rainbows with a lot of problems, but yes. Haha. Love y'all too, guys! Edited by L3Z4, August 2, 2015, 8:52 am.
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