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so he's finally here...; ... the karamatsu boy. B)
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[It's been an awkward few weeks, truthfully... Karamatsu isn't quite sure how you're supposed to interact with your brother when you were sprawled on top of him and trying to vehemently deny feelings that actually exist, after overhearing him confess those same type of feelings for... the brother that had walked in on you.]

[It's a complicated situation, to say the least, but he's taking it in stride as best he can. (That's what a cool, calm, collected guy like him does, after all.)]

[He still hasn't quite figured out why Ichimatsu put on his clothes, either, but... there haven't been very many chances to ask, nor does he think it'd go over that well. He's still not sure why Ichimatsu keeps trying to throttle him all the time, even in the face of sincere support, but it's not like that's actually that unusual in terms of how he's treated...]

[Anyway, today's the day, probably! The rest of their brothers are out of the house, and Karamatsu feels as prepared as he ever will to go and try and talk to Ichimatsu... he really doesn't want this to ruin their relationship, he thought he'd been doing... an okay job, up until now, of not ruining it, all things considered...]

[So, upon peeking around the corner and seeing Ichimatsu looking... happy? with his cat, Karamatsu decides to enter the room, looking confident but not too flashy!! and give him a grin.]

Ichimatsu, my brother!

[... He pauses, unsure of what to say and follow up with...]

How are you?

[10/10!]
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When don't you?

[He smiles while saying that, not... really particularly aware that that's ever been something that's debatable. Ichimatsu has always been that way in his eyes, so it's just simple honest -- which might end up being more embarrassing, actually.]

You're always so nice to Juushimatsu, and you're so good to any cat you encounter! You're good at taking care of things.
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[Ichimatsu could probably come up with some list of self-deprecating answers, but that's clearly a rhetorical question. And Karamatsu doesn't seem like he plans on accepting any excuse.]

Maybe...

[There is a point to be taken with those things, it's true. But "good at taking care of things" as a general statement might be a little questionable after the cold incident too, but he won't bring that one up just now.]

[Another kiss, mid-conversation, almost meant to be an apology.]

But what about you?
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[He pulls back a little from him then, untangles their hands so that he can put both of his on Ichimatsu's shoulders, looking at him seriously.]

Ichimatsu. It's not easy to be in love with your brother.

[Karamatsu has a way of saying this like it's not obvious, but instead something profound and enlightening that Ichimatsu desperately needed to hear. Maybe he really did, though.]

I don't blame you for rebuffing me up until now. I can understand why you reacted so violently and ignored me for so long! It must have been confusing and scary, to try to deal with any sort of kindness from me. You don't need to feel guilty about that. You were probably trying to protect me in some way, anyway, since you didn't know it was mutual! That's sweet, see?
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[That much is obvious to Ichimatsu; they've proved it right here. That wording is a little heavy though, even if not inaccurate.]

[Still, he's not sure how much of his behavior actually was in Karamatsu's interest. He really is having a hard time deciding what the case was, but the brunt of it was probably more self serving. And he'll continue to feel bad for that, probably.]

[He doesn't feel like arguing right now, though, and it's still nice to hear Karamatsu think well of him, he can't deny. He's not 100% convinced, but he's a little reassured, so he leans close again, but just sort of rests there this time.]

If you say so...
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[Yes, well. Wording didn't exactly occur to him, as it's just the truth, in his mind, but... it might have been heavy. He might realize that later.]

I've never thought you were a bad brother! I mean...

[He's walking a pretty thin line here, too, when it comes to broaching insecurities.]

... It would be nice if everyone were a little nicer to me, I admit, but I've never been angry at you for any of that.
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[That feels too nice. Like that's letting him off too easy and Karamatsu should have more to be angry about. He probably does, and Ichimatsu may be willing to take on the responsibility at this point.]

Aren't you mad at anyone for it?

You should be.

[He isn't sure what, then, would qualify him as a "bad" brother, but he's not sure he wants to ask, either. He just. leaves a handful of neck kisses instead.]
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[He's taken aback by that -- not in a bad way, just, he hadn't expected Ichimatsu to put his lips there, and he actually laughs nervously because of it. ... He's not moving away, though, just -- trying to Stay Cool.]

Maybe Osomatsu, since he's older! It doesn't feel right to be angry with my younger brothers, though... Well. Maybe Todomatsu, since he does everything on purpose...

[It's pretty impossible to get angry with Juushimatsu, though, and Karamatsu has never had much luck being angry with Ichimatsu. Choromatsu, maybe... but he's not going to dwell. He'd rather subtly (it's probably not that subtle) angle his neck just a little bit to the side so that Ichimatsu could keep kissing there if he felt so inclined.]
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[Ichimatsu doesn't have much to say besides a "hm" of acknowledgement. Maybe Karamatsu should be angry, in his opinion, but his saying so isn't necessarily going to change how his brother feels, clearly.]

[Anyway, if Ichimatsu is right about how his brother sort of just...adjusted, here, he's clearly not upset with him. He could try to give him a reason to be upset, but after everything, he doubts it would work, so.]

[Ichimatsu will just take the hint he hopes he's reading right and keep kissing there, maybe letting each one get just a little less soft to see if that goes over well.]
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[His eyes flutter shut, though he really doesn't want them to, but it's hard to avoid... Encouraging Ichimatsu to leave marks would be the worst idea in the world, but he can still think about it, at least, and still sort of wish... Ahh, but it's no good to let Ichimatsu do all the work, is it?]

Can -- is there anything I can do, um, for you? Here?

[He's eager to participate, too, but it's a little difficult when he's unsure of what Ichimatsu would like, and with him leaning so close into his space, too, maneuvering isn't the easiest thing in the world. (That's not a complaint, though, by any means.)]
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[The kisses only get to a certain point of "less soft" mainly because Ichimatsu isn't sure where Karamatsu might want to draw any lines. He's barely even sure if he has any lines he'd like to draw or anything. It seems like they were both kind of sitting on these thoughts for a while, but who knew it would just... happen. Just like this.]

[So how can he answer? Anyway, it almost felt like he should just, sort of, do this for Karamatsu after everything, even if his brother won't get angry at him. At least this feels a little like...an apology or something, he doesn't know. Maybe that's just worth saying instead.]

I didn't have anything in mind...

[It's sort of mumbled, between kisses to his brother's neck still.]

Would you rather I went back to your lips?

[That feels a little forward and embarrassing to ask just like that right after this whole confession or whatever it ought to be called. But if he's blushing, Karamatsu can't see right now anyway.]
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