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so he's finally here...; ... the karamatsu boy. B)
Topic Started: Jan 30 2016, 01:26 AM (765 Views)
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[It's been an awkward few weeks, truthfully... Karamatsu isn't quite sure how you're supposed to interact with your brother when you were sprawled on top of him and trying to vehemently deny feelings that actually exist, after overhearing him confess those same type of feelings for... the brother that had walked in on you.]

[It's a complicated situation, to say the least, but he's taking it in stride as best he can. (That's what a cool, calm, collected guy like him does, after all.)]

[He still hasn't quite figured out why Ichimatsu put on his clothes, either, but... there haven't been very many chances to ask, nor does he think it'd go over that well. He's still not sure why Ichimatsu keeps trying to throttle him all the time, even in the face of sincere support, but it's not like that's actually that unusual in terms of how he's treated...]

[Anyway, today's the day, probably! The rest of their brothers are out of the house, and Karamatsu feels as prepared as he ever will to go and try and talk to Ichimatsu... he really doesn't want this to ruin their relationship, he thought he'd been doing... an okay job, up until now, of not ruining it, all things considered...]

[So, upon peeking around the corner and seeing Ichimatsu looking... happy? with his cat, Karamatsu decides to enter the room, looking confident but not too flashy!! and give him a grin.]

Ichimatsu, my brother!

[... He pauses, unsure of what to say and follow up with...]

How are you?

[10/10!]
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[That's an incredibly difficult question, one he really isn't... sure of the answer to. There are pros and cons to both actions, and ideally, he'd like both, but that's not possible, so... Hm.]

I guess -- yeah, that'd... be good, I just don't want to be the only one... getting something out of it...

[He sounds nervous and unsure, he's not really trying to hide that, but it'd be awful to be selfish here or neglect Ichimatsu's feelings, too... It's true that he's the one who gets bullied by his brothers the most, but Karamatsu still privately suspects that Ichimatsu is the one who needs to be treated most delicately, and he'd like to be the one to do that, if he can. That's not really what this whole situation is about, but it could be -- he doesn't want to hurt anyone, and it feels like it'd still be "hurting" if he let Ichimatsu prioritize his brother. He deserves to have affection showered on him, too.]

I just want to be close to you.

[That's for certain, at least... the idea of being able to cuddle him and finally hold onto Ichimatsu like he'd wanted to sounds really, really nice. And maybe his little brother would feel a little happier, safer... all sorts of things, with a hug like that.]
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You're not.

[A little mumbled, mouth trailing back up to his brother's.]

You don't think, after all that, I don't get something just being able to kiss you?

[Ichimatsu doesn't know when it will stop being this embarrassing to say these things that are, frankly, just true facts, but it might be nice if it was soon. He doesn't give Karamatsu a lot of room to argue after that though, since he kisses him full on the mouth again, as asked.]

[He breaks away shortly after, though, to answer one other thing.]

Lucky we sleep next to each other, huh.

[He says it sort of deadpan, like its a joke, but his heart did skip at the idea of being held close and comfortably. He's trying to be honest, but he's only managing so much of that at a time. He goes back to kissing Karamatsu and is rather quick to make the kiss a deep one too, even though that also makes his face feel a little warm.]
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[Okay, well!]

[Well!]

[That's a fair point, and one that Karamatsu thinks he would probably feel the same on, if the situation was reversed, but even still! It's embarrassing (and a little thrilling?) to hear that, that just kissing him is some sort of satisfying for Ichimatsu, but wouldn't he like something in return?]

I --

[The least he can do is kiss him back as enthusiastically as he can muster, then... Maybe he can... be brave? and nip at Ichimatsu's lips a little?]

[W-Would he even like biting? Who can say... He knows Todomatsu's kinks, but not the one brother's who would actually be useful to him.]

[That, though... At least Ichimatsu's noticed how -- potentially convenient that is, too... He goes pretty scarlet at hearing that, though, geez... At least another kiss saves him from responding? Maybe Karamatsu will just... try to cup Ichimatsu's cheeks, then, and see how that goes? Yeah, sure... that's the start of expressing how precious he thinks Ichimatsu is.]

I always thought so too.

[Or maybe not, sometimes he didn't feel "lucky" to sleep next to Ichimatsu but rather "tortured", though it doesn't matter anymore. That's a really nice thing to be able to bask in.]
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[Karamatsu seems a little at a loss for words, which is a tad bit surprising, but not a problem. Their mouths have a good excuse for being occupied anyway. Ichimatsu might prefer it this way.]

[He's said his share of embarrassing things already, he feels, so he's content not to actually talk a bit here too. Maybe he should work on the fact that things that are just true are embarrassing for him to talk about, but that's for another day. If he's honest with himself, at least, he's been stewing in this anger and longing and, yeah, probably frustration of a kind or two long enough that just having the knowledge he can kiss Karamatsu, can have that reciprocated, is fully satisfying for now. Not that he can put it into these exact words, nor will he turn down the kissing.]

[He melts a little more than he'd like to let on when his brother cups his cheeks. Anything else they may need to discuss between them, that can wait until later.]

Guess we can take advantage...
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[Can they really take advantage of that? This is the first time he's ever really disliked being a NEET, since it means they have virtually no privacy at all -- the odds of them being able to fall asleep together after... being intimate (he blushes at the thought) or anything are pretty much zero, since they could be seen so easily, and despite how he feels like their brothers may be okay with this, he isn't sure about their parents, and being okay with something doesn't mean being comfortable with that, even if they weren't related.]

[... Maybe Ichimatsu hasn't even considered that, though. Maybe he doesn't want to? Karamatsu's probably getting ahead of himself. Definitely, really, but.]

Ahaha, that'd be nice... I always was hoping that you'd curl up closer to me one day...

[But he'd felt guilty about that for obvious reasons, so there'd been some relief in Ichimatsu not doing that, still... Now, though, he wonders how much they could cuddle and pass off as being just... unconscious sleep movements and all...]

You're so cute.

[He punctuates that with another soft kiss, hoping it doesn't come off as condescending... but he just likes how shy and mumbly Ichimatsu is, it's so sweet. He's so sweet, it hurts Karamatsu's heart. Ahh, maybe he isn't the guilty guy after all, accidentally inflicting pain (embarrassment) on others... maybe it was Ichimatsu all along...]
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[In truth, Ichimatsu doesn't know how much they can get away with taking advantage of their sleeping positions, but... it's something to think about, probably. He doesn't even know how much, exactly, Karamatsu would like to do. Now doesn't seem like the time to ask, though. There are a lot of obstacles to this, probably.]

Maybe... [Blushing a little at the idea, certainly hopeful for it, but still mumbly nonetheless.] Maybe I could happen to... tonight.

[They've all wound up sleeping all over the futon in strange positions, how strange can this really be to anyone?]

...How so?

[He stops himself from just. refuting that. Instead maybe it'd be nice just to hear why his brother feels that way. It certainly can't hurt him. But he's a little embarrassed again and nuzzles back against Karamatsu's neck, thinking maybe he should say both "thank you" and "I love you" to emphasize how grateful he is to be thought of the way Karamatsu does... despite how he's acted towards him up to now.]
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[He's a little wide-eyed and blushing at that, too... is that flirting? Are they flirting? It sounds like it, probably. He's not confident in that, not really, but since it's his brother and they've already been kissing, it's likely safe to say that his potentially poor technique here won't ruin anything.]

[Still, he makes an attempt to grin in a suave, handsome sort of way.]

I'd like that.

[He sort of pets Ichimatsu's hair while he thinks about how to answer that, though... He's not sure he can put a finger on what makes Ichimatsu cute, he just is... cute in a way that feels different than everyone else, which is surely part of how he'd ended up in this situation at all...]

The way you talk, the way you mumble... the way you hunch your shoulders, the way you blush, your smile and how it always looks devious or like you're challenging someone... There's a lot of things.
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[Ichimatsu would kind of like to see what Karamatsu's face looks like there, but he's oddly comfortable sort of cuddled up to his brother like this. It makes the idea of cuddling up tonight an even nicer one. He's...minorly nervous about it, surrounded by their brothers, but. It's natural to sometimes end up sleeping closer than intended on a futon like that anyway, right?]

Count on it, then.

[He puts his arms around Karamatsu finally, to actually hold him close now that he more or less feels like he can. He tries not to hold on too tight, particularly as he listen to what his brother has to say. It sounds so earnest, and could Karamatsu lie anyway? Even if it's more than a little unbelievable to Ichimatsu that someone sees him that way.]

[He doesn't quite know what to say to that though, so he just... kisses him again. Gently.]
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[He takes a moment to return that kiss, just as softly -- but he pulls away, somehow looking even more embarrassed, despite that not being anything new.]

I-Ichimatsu, we could...

[He trails off, too, for just a bit, before he realizes that might be an awful idea?! Who knows what sort of conclusions Ichimatsu could draw in that pause, who knows what Ichimatsu thinks he's suggesting!! Geez!]

No one's home right now, s-so...

[That's even worse.]

We could cuddle now? Like that? If you wanted.
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[The question of how far Karamatsu is going to be willing to go with anything is still in the back of Ichimatsu's mind, so these pauses are...really questionable, yeah. Try as he might not to jump to conclusions.]

[So he keeps quiet and lets Karamatsu say what he's trying to say, but his eyebrows may have gone up a little bit and he's helpless to stop any blushing that may be going on.]

[The blushing doesn't actually go away at that suggestion anyway.]

Um, do you... want to? Right now?

[Ichimatsu isn't really sure why it didn't occur to him they didn't have to wait, actually...]
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