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| IchimatsuBoy | Jan 30 2016, 01:26 AM Post #1 |
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[It's been an awkward few weeks, truthfully... Karamatsu isn't quite sure how you're supposed to interact with your brother when you were sprawled on top of him and trying to vehemently deny feelings that actually exist, after overhearing him confess those same type of feelings for... the brother that had walked in on you.] [It's a complicated situation, to say the least, but he's taking it in stride as best he can. (That's what a cool, calm, collected guy like him does, after all.)] [He still hasn't quite figured out why Ichimatsu put on his clothes, either, but... there haven't been very many chances to ask, nor does he think it'd go over that well. He's still not sure why Ichimatsu keeps trying to throttle him all the time, even in the face of sincere support, but it's not like that's actually that unusual in terms of how he's treated...] [Anyway, today's the day, probably! The rest of their brothers are out of the house, and Karamatsu feels as prepared as he ever will to go and try and talk to Ichimatsu... he really doesn't want this to ruin their relationship, he thought he'd been doing... an okay job, up until now, of not ruining it, all things considered...] [So, upon peeking around the corner and seeing Ichimatsu looking... happy? with his cat, Karamatsu decides to enter the room, looking confident but not too flashy!! and give him a grin.] Ichimatsu, my brother! [... He pauses, unsure of what to say and follow up with...] How are you? [10/10!] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 12:53 AM Post #61 |
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Any sort of cuddling... [His voice gets a little softer, more intimate, mostly without him realizing it -- it's less about trying to affect Ichimatsu in any specific way and more just because he's not sure he knows how to announce any of this at a normal volume, it's way too personal, way too nerve-wracking.] Whatever you want. [Ugh, he's definitely red again, and he hides his face a little in Ichimatsu's shoulder as a consequence, but makes another attempt at honesty, even so.] I thought about -- you in my lap? Kissing you, like that. |
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| KaramatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 01:05 AM Post #62 |
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Mhm. [In acknowledgement -- and agreement.] [He's not sure if Karamatsu is really trying to have a special effect here, but... frankly a lowered voice, saying something like that seems like enough to give anyone at least some minor chills. He's pretty sure he got some. Even if he has his doubts about Karamatsu being aware of the scope of "whatever" Ichimatsu might want.] I'd like to... [He's red too, just less so than his brother. But he can feel Karamatsu against his shoulder and figures it's best to let him know he shares that interest regardless.] A-And what about...touching? |
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| IchimatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 01:12 AM Post #63 |
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[He sucks in a breath at that, way more obviously than he'd like, but how could he not? His cheeks are burning and suddenly he's actually wishing they weren't so close, because this could get mortifying at best and miserable at worst so quickly.] [There are two main possibilities here -- Ichimatsu's asking because he has no interest in that and he's really horrified by the idea that Karamatsu might, or that stutter is because Ichimatsu does want that and he's nervous he's the only one. Karamatsu doesn't want to make him worry any more than he has to, if the latter is the case, but he still... eases up on holding him, just a little, in case it's the former. He wants Ichimatsu to feel like he can easily move away.] [He might as well just -- get it out there.] I want that. I want -- you. |
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| KaramatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 01:27 AM Post #64 |
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[That breath could be an obvious indicator of the answer, but Ichimatsu hardly wants to assume here. That could only end badly, probably.] [So he waits for the answer, and when he gets it, he pulls Karamatsu closer to him again, only noticing at that point that he'd eased up at all.] [In some ways he wishes he could say this literally to his brother's face, he really does, but it's easier for now to be like this. His face is more than a little warm.] I want you too. [Is it worth mentioning, right now, he definitely wants his brother to touch him too, he wonders.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 01:38 AM Post #65 |
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[He leans up on his elbow a little, just enough to be able to reach Ichimatsu's cheek to kiss.] You have me. [He squeezes him in something like a hug, and is willing to admit, maybe, that he might be trying a little bit to... interest his brother.] You had me this whole time. [Karamatsu's smiling, though Ichimatsu can't tell, exactly, he knows.] And you can have me whenever you want, now, too. [That was definitely super cool. Very smooth. He would honestly challenge someone to find a better confession about wanting to sleep with your brother.] |
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| KaramatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 01:53 AM Post #66 |
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[Words like that are the kind of thing that give Ichimatsu that sort of pleasant dizzy feeling. He's spent so much time putting himself down that this reality wasn't necessarily something he actually considered, on the grounds of having the luck of feelings being mutual. But the fact that it's his brother probably didn't increase his odds either, and yet his brother definitely just said what he thought he said.] [He turns, after Karamatsu kisses his cheek, enough to be able to kiss him on the mouth after he's done saying his piece -- and kiss him deeply at that. And maybe rest a hand against his brother's chest. On his cheek, in his hair... those were tempting too, but.] [He wonders how long they have like this, how fast is too fast... he wonders a lot of things now that they have that out in the open, honestly. He pulls back from the kiss just enough to ask.] What about right now? |
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| IchimatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 02:06 AM Post #67 |
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[He should say no. He should probably, definitely say no. They have no idea when the rest of the family will be back, they've just gotten to this point, but he doesn't want to say no at all. In part because he hates to turn his brother down in general, and also because he's wanted this for so long, and it sounds a little absurd, maybe, but he's always wanted to make his brother happy, and somewhere along the line, with all of this, that turned into -- well. He'd also really like to get his brother off?] [Ichimatsu has so much more sway than he knows, and his mouth on Karamatsu's is the strongest argument he could ever present, probably.] That's not a good idea. [He says this as one hand comes to rest on Ichimatsu's hip, pulling him a little closer still. He shuts his eyes, bumps his forehead into Ichimatsu's gently.] But I want to. |
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| KaramatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 02:21 AM Post #68 |
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[Ichimatsu knows that would be fast in the first place, and he knows Karamatsu is right besides. Even if there was the incident that started this conversation, he's aware that actually being caught in the act is, obviously, a lot more incriminating, so.] I know. [Which maybe begs the question of why he asked in the first place, but...maybe that was kind of in spite of that knowledge. And prepared for that "no."] [He moves easily with Karamatsu's touch, though, because he wants to encourage what they can do right now. Who knows how long they've both been wanting it; he doesn't want to discourage anything.] One day. [He's not actually sure when they'd have an opportunity, but at least hopefully that gives the impression he'd still be interested. Ichimatsu wraps his arms around his brother too, to stay close.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 02:37 AM Post #69 |
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[He really hates that tone. It's not like Ichimatsu sounds like he's angry, but he certainly seems disappointed, and Karamatsu is too, really. He wants to promise an alternative, something more concrete than just "one day", but he doesn't know what that might be. The next time everyone clears out of the house is viable, but that still has a time constraint added to it, and frankly, maybe he's being overly romantic or something, but he'd really like to take his time -- if they get caught up in just kissing, or just being close (in more than one sense), he wants them to have that luxury. They deserve that for their first time, at least.] [It's just, he doesn't like the idea of taking his brother to a love hotel, or even a regular hotel, either, really. That makes it seem like something shameful and secret, and maybe that's exactly what this is supposed to be, but it's not how he feels.] One day. [That's said with a lopsided sort of smile that doesn't come off as sincere at all, really, but he still tries. He likes being in Ichimatsu's hold again, and his brother's arms around him are at least some comfort, here, but he knows that the idea that they can't do something is weighing heavily on both of them, more than the fact that they aren't. It wouldn't matter, if they just could ever do something.] I'm sorry. [He just wants to make him happy, and there's a lot more to that than sex, obviously, but this feels like a particularly painful reminder that being happy is not ever necessarily going to come that easily for them.] |
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| KaramatsuBoy | Feb 5 2016, 02:57 AM Post #70 |
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[It's clear to Ichimatsu that his brother isn't happy about this either, and he truly doesn't blame him. Maybe he shouldn't have asked at all. It was just... kind of thrilling to hear Karamatsu say what he did. Maybe he'd been overzealous in the face of that, just a little.] Don't be. [That won't change anything, he knows. He'd still probably feel bad if he'd had to say no, but he wants it clear that he understands why, even if they have to deal with everything else.] [He kisses Karamatsu again to emphasize that he's happy for that much, and he holds himself close to his brother still. It's warm. It's nicer than he imagined.] |
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