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need a hand?; instead of your own? get it? get it? huh? huh? ;)
Topic Started: Feb 26 2016, 12:40 AM (470 Views)
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[It really should be a crime to be so neglected despite being the eldest!! He'll accept it today, though, since most of his brothers leaving the house means that he's conveniently oh-so-alone with Choromatsu, and Osomatsu is always fond of that. Some days he's really very unsure, actually, how and why Choromatsu likes him back, but... he'll take it!! It's a lucky break, and he'd like to think they're both having a good time with things, so... no sense questioning it! After all, Osomatsu is very clever/funny/cute/handsome/hot/dependable/wise, and so much more. Really, Choromatsu is lucky! (But Osomatsu knows he's lucky, too.)]

[He's not surprised when he peeks in their bedroom and sees Choromatsu reading, but he has headphones in, too... which makes sneaking up on him very convenient. He's probably far too distracted with his idols to even think of his incredibly-cool-and-handsome older brother surprising him, so it's perfect! Osomatsu tiptoes in, kneels behind him as subtly as he can, and throws his arms around his little brother's middle, grinning and propping his chin up on Choromatsu's shoulder.]

Choromaaaaaatsu! I'm bored.

[Surely that was loud enough to hear over the music, surely.]
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I can sneak out or something and then act like I came home. Whatever. I can't believe you're arguing this passionately against me when I'm just trying to make it so that we could fool around at home! Geez!!

[Every plan still has to have the kinks worked out of it!! Geez. Geez!! He'll improve it if he has to! In his eyes, it's still worth trying.]

Mmmm, I can try, I guess. I think I'm probably just... scared, maybe, of what you'll think if I am serious.
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I'm nervous, okay? I'm sorry. The idea of our parents finding out is mortifying!

[He certainly would like this to actually happen, it's just...nerve-wracking, a little! It's not easy to imagine pulling something like this off in a house of eight people. Someone is bound to find out, surely -- although maybe the most likely to would have been Osomatsu in the first place.]

[Choromatsu frowns, though.]

What would be scary for me to think?
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... I dunno. Somehow I get the feeling that mom wouldn't be all that surprised, if I'm involved.

[Which says a lot, really, but.]

[He's kind of annoyed, though!! When did this turn into grilling Osomatsu about his insecurities and making him admit all this!? Hmph.]

Ugh, tons of things. No one wants to be brutally honest or sappy about how they feel and find out that the other person thinks it's weird or "too much" or something. Especially not when it's your brother and breaking up isn't really a possibility because I'm still stuck with you for, like, forever!
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So what, then you don't care if you have to live with her knowing? I do!

[It's not about surprised or not, there's just something undeniably mortifying about your parents knowing that kind of thing -- that anything just happened, even if it was with someone other than his brother. And if Osomatsu is fine with it not being a surprise if he's involved, fine, that's up to him. But Choromatsu isn't really sure what the reaction would be to him being involved would be anyway...]

Well... have you considered maybe I want to hear all that exactly because I don't want to feel like what I feel is "too much" or anything?
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I guess I do! Who knows! I'd like her to know we're together, honestly, but she doesn't need to know if we're having sex for sure, yeah, I can agree with that... but it sucks that no one knows at all.

[Granted, Choromatsu is completely right that this is not the way to admit to their parents that they're involved, by having them accidentally see something, but still!!]

Um, no. I'm considering it now though, very intensely.

[Indeed he is.]

I mean... Okay. Fine. That makes sense, and I'd be willing to spill stuff, then, but... where to begin? The list and details of why I love Choromatsu are both quite vast...
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Okay, fine, yes, but that... really doesn't need to be how she finds out! Or something she knows at all, right... It's not the easiest thing to tell people, but no one knowing now doesn't mean no one has to in the future.

[Part of him wouldn't mind keeping it between them, but some things would probably be easier with some people knowing. And if Osomatsu wants to brag a little, or whatever, he supposes he can give him that -- not without some embarrassment.]

As you should! I felt like the only one to take things seriously, so... the amount of goofing off you did wasn't encouraging. Even if you seemed like you were interested, it felt like maybe... it wasn't because you really liked me, or because it was a joke or something, so.

[Not doing a great job maintaining eye contact here.]

You don't have to try to say it all right here! I just meant... it'd be nice to hear some serious, sincere thoughts from you sometimes...
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Fine, fine, you're right... Guess I'm gonna have to really do well at pachinko so I can get us out of the house to mess around instead.

[Tragic. But also quite possibly the most rewarding thing he's ever put effort towards? Certainly more so than his high school diploma! Osomatsu has his priorities sorted out very well.]

Okay, well, Ichimatsu is actually the only person in this household who jokes about incest -- to cover up his actual incest, so. ... But I get that, yeah. Seriously. I get why that would have been really nerve-wracking, I'm sorry.

[He reaches out to ruffle Choromatsu's hair a little, more apologetic than teasing, of course.]

Gotcha. I wanna think of at least one really good one for right now, though. Hmm. Hm hm. Umm. I always try to fall asleep after you do so that I can make sure you're sleeping well first and I like to listen to your tiny little snores.
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Pachinko, how dedicated of you...

[A sigh.]

But. If I win, I'll pitch in too.

[It's only fair; he wants this too. He can act as responsible as he'd like, but when it comes down to this, he's going to make and spend money just as irresponsibly as his brother.]

[Choromatsu shakes is head.]

It's okay, I mean... I guess we were both just nervous. But. We know now.

[He's glad Osomatsu actually took that so well, though, and apologized. And he's a little bashful at having his hair ruffled but... he doesn't hate it. Much like he's bashful at what Osomatsu then tells him.]

You...really do that? W-wait, do I really snore?
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I mean... we can think of other avenues, too! There's the horse races, too, of course.

[He's teasing. He'd be willing to do something much more serious than that, too, but he's also... admittedly a little embarrassed? It feels like it would be really out of character for him and draw a lot of attention and he wouldn't exactly have a good reason to give for why he suddenly became motivated.]

Yeah, well. I'll try not to be nervous anymore with you. Or about you. I know it's okay to be, but, I'll work hard to just be serious and cute all the time!!

[Osomatsu chuckles some, and just... gives Choromatsu a very open, fond grin.]

Yeah, and yeah, you do. Not a lot though, seriously. It's cute. Doesn't keep me up or anything.
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Uh huh. Well, it's a place to start, I guess.

[Choromatsu knows they're not actually the best at committing to these kinds of plans long term -- mostly because of jobs. So if pachinko winnings somehow do it, it's all the same to him in the end.]

I'd like that... I'll try not to be nervous about any of this either.

[He gives his brother a smile in return, really feeling fond that this feels like it's moving in a positive direction -- that they're moving in a positive direction, together.]

That's... kind of embarrassing not to know, but. I'm glad it was you who paid attention to it...
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