| please let them be happy; and soft ; _ ; | |
|---|---|
| Tweet Topic Started: Feb 26 2016, 02:07 AM (225 Views) | |
| IchimatsuBoy | Feb 26 2016, 02:07 AM Post #1 |
|
[Being a Proper Adult is pretty scary. Having a job and his own place is terrifying! But it's also really worth it, in a lot of ways, and waking up this morning like he is... is a very clear reminder of that. It's a better feeling than he can articulate, getting to wake up with Ichimatsu in his arms properly. He can be tucked up as closely as he wants to his brother, now, and there's no worry or judgment possible. Karamatsu's taken advantage of that a lot, and he almost feels bad for all the days that Ichimatsu has probably woken up way too warm, probably sweaty, with some limbs asleep, etc. all because Karamatsu has clung to him so tightly. He doesn't seem to mind, though, which is nice.] [Today is no exception; Karamatsu has been using Ichimatsu's back as his pillow, really, and is curled up right next to him. This isn't actually even close to the "worst" sort of cuddling Karamatsu has inflicted on his little brother, but he can get out of bed easily like this, so he might as well make use of that. With a fond kiss to the top of Ichimatsu's head after he's managed to drag himself away from that warmth, he crawls out of bed, watching ESP Kitty stir from his place atop the blankets and watch him get up. Karamatsu takes a moment to re-tuck the blankets around Ichimatsu so he stays comfortable, and lifts ESP Kitty up into his arms for breakfast.] [He makes sure that ESP Kitty is fed properly before going to make anything for he and Ichimatsu, and sets to work on that, humming as he cooks. Of course, Karamatsu's making every effort to be quiet, too, even when their bedroom door is shut. (And it's just incredible, still, that they have a door to shut like that.) By the time he's done cooking, he's faced with a dilemma. Does he bring it in right away and maybe the scent of food will help rouse Ichimatsu? Or does he go in and gently wake him himself? A tough call.] [After some deliberation, he decides to go with smooches, and leaves the omelets he's carefully crafted on some plates in the kitchen, which he can still!! choose to bring in so that Ichimatsu can have breakfast in bed. But for now, he creeps back into their room and crawls back into bed, tugging the blankets down just enough to press some soft kisses to Ichimatsu's back. He trails a few up his neck, as well, and nuzzles.] I made breakfast, and I miss you, so... Wake up? |
![]() |
|
| Replies: | |
|---|---|
| IchimatsuBoy | Apr 25 2016, 02:34 AM Post #51 |
|
[Ahh, that's a lot... He certainly wouldn't be able to resist kissing Ichimatsu more deeply after hearing that, if he hadn't already planned on doing just that. He opens his mouth then, also choosing to put his arms around Ichimatsu's neck, feeling... already pretty thrilled and flustered just from hearing that. He's always just wanted Ichimatsu to be happy, and comfortable... the idea that any part of that is thanks to Karamatsu really does make him want to cry.] I love you. [His voice is already less steady than he'd like it to be, so early into doing anything with Ichimatsu.] |
![]() |
|
| KaramatsuBoy | Apr 26 2016, 01:45 AM Post #52 |
|
[Ichimatsu spent a lot of time beating himself up for how he felt about his brother. It was easy to blame himself, even if he also expressed frustration with Karamatsu. But it'd probably be easy for Karamatsu to blame himself for being the source of that pain too. He did get called painful after all...] [But all Ichimatsu knows now is that Karamatsu is the source of a large portion of his happiness. Anything in the past is water under the bridge; they're past that, and they're happy now.] [It's hard to dwell anyway when Karamatsu's mouth feels so right up against his.] I love you too. [His voice is none too steady either, and only a whisper, but he doesn't mind in this moment.] |
![]() |
|
| IchimatsuBoy | Apr 27 2016, 01:32 AM Post #53 |
|
[He whines a little at that, mostly because his heart already aches terribly -- it's not a bad ache, by any means, but even so. Ichimatsu is so precious to him, and truly felt so far from attainable for so long that hearing that still does so much.] You know, we've spent all morning being sweet, but that's still -- a lot. [Karamatsu nuzzles his nose up against Ichimatsu's briefly, just for the second to relax, but it'll never really be enough. It's just a lot to deal with; he gets to see, every day, the undeniable proof that Ichimatsu really is happy, because he expresses that so much more now. It's not just smiling, he laughs more, his shoulders are a little less hunched, things like that... and Karamatsu tries really hard not to be conceited about it, but it's hard to ignore that that's all partly because of him... and whenever he thinks on that for very long, it's hard not to want to cry.] |
![]() |
|
| KaramatsuBoy | Apr 27 2016, 12:17 PM Post #54 |
|
[Ichimatsu smiles softly at that. It means a lot that Karamatsu is so taken with him. He's really amazed that it's reciprocated, for one. But he spent all the time just feeling anything but confident in himself, anything but worth people's time, and Karamatsu liked him through all of that -- loved him, even. And now they get to express that every day. It's just about enough to make him cry, sometimes. He's more thankful than he knows how to express and is doing his best to take none of it for granted.] Having you like this is always a lot for me, you know. [And "like this" isn't limited to the position they're in at the moment; it's living with him, in this situation, being with him every day, going to bed and waking up together.] Thank you... just for being you, and being with me. |
![]() |
|
| IchimatsuBoy | May 10 2016, 04:08 AM Post #55 |
|
Well, it's always a lot for me, too! I just meant right now especially. You really took my breath away. [To return the favor, he leans in to kiss Ichimatsu again for another moment.] You're welcome. But thank you, too. You're everything I could ever want, Ichimatsu, I mean that. [He really, really does. Ichimatsu may think of himself as terribly rough around the edges, but to Karamatsu, he's perfectly soft. He's gentle, he's kind, he's the most adorable sort of shy, but he's fun, he does silly things, wears silly costumes, takes jokes probably too far, all these things... he gets flustered easily, but works so hard to hide it... deep down he's just endearing, every part of him, and Karamatsu never gets bored of it all.] |
![]() |
|
| KaramatsuBoy | May 16 2016, 11:50 PM Post #56 |
|
I take pride in being able to do that, you know. [He grins, into the kiss even.] But you're best at doing the same to me. [He might be a little too good at hiding it from all the years of trying to act like it didn't happen, but he's working on letting himself react. He's made wonderful progress, if he does say so himself. This arrangement, just he and Karamatsu, does wonders.] |
![]() |
|
| IchimatsuBoy | May 23 2016, 01:19 AM Post #57 |
|
Me too. I always wanted to be able to, too. [He laughs, a little bashful about it, to be truthful...] I just used to daydream about all of my cool lines and flirting actually really affecting you... It's nice to see that now, a bit... I know a lot of it still sounds silly, though. [But it's all the more rewarding then, really, when he finally comes up with something that's actually smooth and Ichimatsu gets all flustered!!] |
![]() |
|
| KaramatsuBoy | Dec 1 2016, 12:15 AM Post #58 |
|
You were capable longer than I let you know. [Or maybe he did know, have a feeling he second guessed? Either way, there's probably value in hearing it straight from Ichimatsu's mouth now, very close to his too.] Even if it's silly, you made that effort for me, you always tried for someone like me. Even when I didn't feel worth a sideways glance. [It's been enough to actually bring him to tears time to time.] |
![]() |
|
| 1 user reading this topic (1 Guest and 0 Anonymous) | |
| « Previous Topic · Osomatsu · Next Topic » |






7:27 PM Jul 10