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delete ep24; osomatsu simply won't stand for this
Topic Started: Mar 21 2016, 07:06 PM (380 Views)
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[It took a little bit more bravery than he'd like to admit to, to open up the letter his mom handed him. He's been resolutely ignoring the slow, painful process of being left behind at home by... well, everyone. It's not been easy, though. And really, he's probably not succeeded at ignoring it at all.]

[Accepting the letter, though, means that he has to confront the fact that he's alone now, and probably hear all about how great things are going for his little brother (who he misses so acutely that it feels like a knife sometimes).]

[... But that's not what it is. His hands are shaking, not even halfway through, and he sort of feels like throwing something, because it's so -- why would he do that? Well, alright. He can't blame him. Seriously, though! His feelings were "inappropriate" so he just left? ... Does that mean he doesn't have those feelings anymore?]

[Osomatsu doesn't really want to take a chance at that. He scrambles up to his feet, not even reading the whole letter, and runs downstairs to the living room where his parents are. Surely they're a little alarmed by how frazzled he looks, and how he sort of croaks out, "where's Choromatsu's office?" but his dad gives him an answer nonetheless, and he's out the door pretty much immediately after.]

[He'll just wait outside until Choromatsu leaves. ... Hopefully he won't work overtime tonight. ... Maybe he can read the rest of the letter while he waits, and try not to freak out or anything. Try.]
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Yep, you know me.

[He really isn't very chivalrous at all, but it's awesome that he can come out looking that way right now in front of Choromatsu. Osomatsu does his best to look his best around this particular little brother of his, er, well, at least sometimes. Actually, maybe that's crap -- Choromatsu sees all his obnoxious parts still, too. Even more amazing, then, that he thinks Osomatsu's smooth at all!]

[There's some disappointment that comes from Choromatsu not actually getting in his lap like he asked, but Osomatsu can understand that! It probably seems a bit too... easy, maybe, for Choromatsu's tastes. Which is kind of hilarious, frankly. He chuckles, just a bit, and reaches for his brother's hands to hold.]

No way. It's only our first night, I think we should probably keep our pants on.

[Probably.]

Not that there aren't ways around that, too.

[And he's up for any of that, definitely. Maybe that's why he invited him in his lap in the first place, frankly.]

S'up to you.
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[Choromatsu shoots his brother a skeptical but amused look that perfectly says he does, in fact, know Osomatsu quite well.]

[Funny, though, that he can't pinpoint where they stopped being close like they were as kids - when they stopped getting up to things together. He supposes it's somewhere in the way he tried to mature, and yet here they are. Close in a different way, and probably going to get up to some very different things.]

I'm not sure I can believe I'm hearing that from you. How slow are you planning to take it, then?

[Should he feel a little silly for being prepared for anything...?]

I'm prepared for... a lot.
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I dunno! I mean, yeah, I definitely wouldn't complain at all about getting you out of your clothes and just seeing how it goes, that's fine... But I mean... Who knows!! That might end up being really intimidating or terrifying? So... Maybe slow is better?

[A lot, huh. Well, that's vague. And it's probably not a lie, but Osomatsu's still gonna take the chance to embarrass him, as per usual. He has no consideration in that sense, after all, really.]

Oh, yeah? So you have condoms and lube and stuff? Awesome.
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Well, if you make us stop to think about those possibilities, it definitely will be!

[Choromatsu is usually more of the stop and think type, but this situation has caught him off guard and then gotten him caught up in the excitement, the possibilities. He decides he does feel silly after all.]

[Especially with the next thing Osomatsu says.]

N-Not in the practical sense, no!! It's not like I knew you'd-- I just meant-- ugh.
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Haha, shh, shh! It's fine. We'll be fine. We'll just have fun.

[But that, though. That reaction feels so much more telling than he'd expected! It's not like he knew Osomatsu would come see him and end up feeling the same, and that was the only reason he'd need condoms? That's -- maybe he's reading into it? But it feels like a nice bit of honesty that might have slipped out. It's not that he's assumed Choromatsu had slept with anyone, but it's kind of -- maybe endearing? Flattering? That he seemed to not even be considering it.]

Mmm, you're cute. Very cute. C'mere.

[He tugs on Choromatsu's hands a little, enough to pull him close enough to kiss, and does just that. It's embarrassing, probably, how quickly he relaxes into it, and how his breath stutters immediately at the contact, but that's alright. If Choromatsu notices, he deserves to, for the teasing he's been enduring just a few seconds ago.]

Just so you know, it's very satisfying to think you were practically saving yourself for me.

[That's not actually meant to make fun of him, just... for the sake of honesty.]
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You're too confident about this.

[Or, more likely, Chroromatsu is too worried. It doesn't look that way from where he's standing, though, of course.]

[Embarrassing. So embarrassing. And yet he has it in him to melt into Osomatsu's kiss, and doesn't have it in him to resist.]

[It's not quite right that he was saving himself or anything, though. He hadn't counted on Osomatsu returning his feelings, of course, but he hasn't counted on anyone else being interested in him either. There were no girls -- no one -- he was close to hitting it off with at all. Admittedly, he hadn't been ready to try with this on his mind, but he doubts his luck would have been better if he had anyway.]

[In any event, he's had no reason to be prepared for this sort of occurrence. So maybe Osomatsu is right. Practically. But still.]

Don't flatter yourself too much.

[He gives his brother another kiss anyway, deep and lingering.]
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I'm really not. I'm so afraid I'll screw up and ruin this for us, or I'll do something you hate, or like, a ton of things. I just want you enough to ignore it, kinda.

[It's sort of like, he's wanted to be close to Choromatsu for so long that getting near him at all like this is better than nothing, so even if it goes terribly, and even if Choromatsu changes his mind, what they still did up until that point would be something he'd treasure.]

[He hums a little into that, happy to be kissed, happier to return it, and lace his fingers with Choromatsu's to squeeze his hands fondly.]

It's not like you'd be the only one, though. I don't think I even would have slept with Totoko-chan!
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Well you do a better job of acting like you're not than I do then.

[Maybe that means he ought to just make more of an effort here too. He's...not sure where to start, though.]

So...what, was that maybe just. almost a front for us both?

[Almost, because he does genuinely think she's cute -- looks, personality, the whole thing. And for a while maybe he tried to convince himself that was all he was supposed to feel about it. He was supposed to like cute girls, after all, and he feels certain he would have at least kissed her. But he couldn't ignore the difference in how he felt about his own brother forever. Clearly.]

[He's trying to figure out what he can do that's not overly forward, though, and settles on using his free hand to lightly stroke the back of Osomatsu's neck. It feels like both a very small and very large step at once...]
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Well, I'm the eldest, after all. And you're a little bit of a nervous wreck in general, so...

[That's a hard question, though. He's pretty sure he really did -- does? -- like her, and it's not like he's never thought about her in a private moment and all, but he has a feeling that actually doing anything with her probably would have just made him feel guilty. In part because she's a really great girl and he's not really that great of a guy, and in part because he'd still be wishing he was with Choromatsu, and that doesn't seem right. ... Maybe they should have just had a threesome?]

Probably. I mean, she was... safe, I guess. All that totally over the top stuff was fine, she knew how to handle us, she's like, the only girl we really know... it just made sense? to act that way with her. I dunno. It's not like I never thought, "man, I'd love to date Totoko-chan and be satisfied and have an easy life and a hot girl in my bed," but I dunno how well that would have actually played out in practice for me.

[He smiles a little at Choromatsu's touch, and at his own sappiness here, because it almost feels pathetic how hung up he was on Choromatsu, but...]

And it's not like that lasted after you walked into a room or something. I could be daydreaming about her, or even some celebrity or last night's porno, and then I'd see you and it'd just be like. Fuck. Why'd I even kid myself?
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Is that what it is...

[He's about as convinced as ever that age difference has anything to do with it. And he'd sort of like to take offense at the rest of that, but it's a little hard to deny that he is, out of the six of them, so... oh well.]

Maybe she was, just. more of an ideal, when it came to dating or anything. Like...she was out of our league. We always knew she'd turn us all down anyway.

[He wonders if that had anything to do with it, honestly, even if it was partly genuine too. Knowing he could keep getting turned down might have felt weirdly safe in its own way, knowing it wouldn't go anywhere... there are a lot of feelings there to sort out. Just as there were before he let himself recognize how he felt about Osomatsu. And now it's a matter of distinguishing what was what.]

[But most importantly, he knows how he feels about his brother now.]

I never knew the power I had. How literal are you being, by the way?
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