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| KaramatsuBoy | Apr 23 2016, 07:37 PM Post #1 |
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[It's been more than a little obvious one of Ichimatsu's students likes him. That is... if he isn't misreading the signs, because he's awful, frankly, and likes that student too.] [All that considered, he doesn't know why he's agreed to a private study, then. Much less outside of normal office hours. Out of office, in fact, and in his home. It's not the first time he's agreed to help Karamatsu one on one, but... the location is a first, and all he can claim is that it wasn't his idea. He did agree to it, though, for some reason.] [He's not sure what he should have ready or where, so he's gone with the safest place he can imagine. There's a chair set up on either side of his small kitchen table, some snacks set out as well. And now there's nothing but to pace nervously and wait.] |
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| KaramatsuBoy | May 6 2016, 02:59 AM Post #21 |
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[Ichimatsu doesn't think he could have been truly happy with any outcome here. He wishes he didn't feel this way, but who else would he feel this way about? He wishes Karamatsu didn't feel this way, but then the feelings are mutual. He wishes a lot of things, but then he can't imagine a world in which he doesn't care about his brother this way, and he's not sure what he can do about that.] [Ichimatsu shakes his head.] Now that I've kissed you once, it can't be enough. [That will haunt him, he's sure.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | May 6 2016, 03:15 AM Post #22 |
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Then... we're just going to have to get really good at waiting, but at least we're family, so it doesn't look that odd if I visit. [This is probably the only situation in the world that a familial relationship to your romantic interest is beneficial, and Karamatsu actually chuckles a little at how ridiculous it sounds.] Since I didn't really need help with English, though, you can kiss me now. All you want. All day. [He even leans in and pecks Ichimatsu on the lips again just to prove it, and just because he can. No one else in the world would think that's a thing he can, or should, do, but Ichimatsu will allow and even appreciate it, so that's good enough for him.] |
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| KaramatsuBoy | May 6 2016, 11:17 PM Post #23 |
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I guess. [He heaves a sigh as he says it. It all just feels like such a mess, all the reasons they shouldn't be doing this, the reasons they probably will anyway. And despite that mess, kissing Karamatsu felt so good, so worth it while it was happening. And naturally, even with everything on his mind, that leaves him wanting it again.] [But also still kind of guilty for that.] You really set aside the whole day? [At least how much Karamatsu seems to really be in love with him is... beyond nice. He scoots closer, though; that also sounds nice. And he's about as reassured as he can be about this.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | May 7 2016, 11:02 PM Post #24 |
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Things aren't perfect, I know. ... But I think we can make it work? I'm not going to angry, though, if you ever feel like it's not worth the risk. I won't think that means you don't care about me. You need your job and your reputation, too... [He blushes at that, though, because he hadn't meant to make it sound like he'd been that desperate to spend time with him... ... but he kind of was.] I-I don't have any other plans, no... Whenever I went home, I was just going to maybe hang out with some friends or study, I guess... |
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| KaramatsuBoy | May 7 2016, 11:50 PM Post #25 |
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Thank you. For getting that, just in case. [In truth, he knows it could be hard to back off now that he's made a move at all, but that's dangerous in itself if they get in too deep. This situation seems to have been bound to be precarious no matter which way it went at this point, though.] Oh, well, um. Don't let me hold you back from any of that, at least, okay? [Letting that happen seems...irresponsible. But he does lean closer, sort of hesitantly, letting Karamatsu make the choice to lean the rest of the way.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | May 8 2016, 12:02 AM Post #26 |
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I don't want to be selfish with the person I'm in love with, that's all. [Maybe he's already ruined that, but he can try to do this much, at least, and not make it any worse. He shakes his head quite firmly, though, at Ichimatsu's concern, and smiles fondly at him. He's sweet. He's always been sweet, even when he was hiding it or didn't want to admit it (he still doesn't, probably), but Karamatsu could see it anyway.] You're not. There's no place I'd rather be right now than right here. [And as if to prove that, Karamatsu does finish leaning in, kissing Ichimatsu gently on the lips, and not making any move at all to end it.] |
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| KaramatsuBoy | May 8 2016, 12:58 AM Post #27 |
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And neither do I. [That's relevant to the rest of what they'd been discussing too. Ichimatsu just wants it to be clear that he doesn't want to keep Karamatsu from other aspects of his life either - not extensively at the very, very least. That's all he meant by it; that Karamatsu should feel free to go do the other things he mentioned at any time.] [But they'll worry about that later; they had both planned for him to be here right now, after all. And Ichimatsu can't resist that kiss, can't help but cup his brother's cheek as he relaxes into it.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | May 10 2016, 04:12 AM Post #28 |
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[It's certainly been implied, but it's nice to hear Ichimatsu confirm that he's in love with him like that, it makes Karamatsu's stomach flip, makes his cheeks go very red. He cares so much, and he just wants the best for Karamatsu, that's clear, given how much he seems to have been agonizing over this, and it feels wonderful to be worried over like that by the person you love so much.] [He lifts a hand to cover Ichimatsu's when he touches Karamatsu's cheek, because he wants to keep Ichimatsu's hand there as much as he wants to be able to touch him and make sure this is really real. It doesn't feel real -- getting the chance to open his mouth and slant it against his older brother's again and again, slow, careful, but still wanting, doesn't feel real at all. It is, though, it seems, and Karamatsu truly intends to savor it.] |
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| KaramatsuBoy | May 17 2016, 12:00 AM Post #29 |
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[His skin nearly tingles just at the contact, and he makes no move to stop, to put an end to any of it. All the movements are soft and slow, savoring every feeling as his mouth moves against his brother's repeatedly.] [There's something very bittersweet in thinking "my brother" during something like this -- let alone "my student" on top of that. But mostly his heart aches for how much he does care about Karamatsu and his happiness. And that happiness seems to involve this, so he can't bring himself to stop. Just saying they'll have to be careful feels irresponsible, but it's too late now, really.] [He does eventually pause, though he doesn't move away.] I care about you so much, Karamatsu... [And then he carries on.] |
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| IchimatsuBoy | May 23 2016, 12:48 AM Post #30 |
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Mmm, I know... I know. [Karamatsu continues kissing him, too, a little bit more messy, just because he's -- impatient, or maybe just desperate from finally getting what he wants. Still, though, Ichimatsu's feelings matter, too, and frankly, he's concerned about how guilty his older brother is going to harbor, here...] I care about you, too, you know. You're not a bad brother. Or a bad teacher. Really. I know it feels like it, but I wanted you before you did anything, it's not your fault. [Naturally, most people probably say things like this, and so he doesn't expect Ichimatsu to believe him, really, but he still has to say it, to try.] |
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